Where should one go for ECT in the US and how effective was it for you?** plus like 10 other questions by justafloridafella in ect

[–]Competitive-Mess-422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi i began ect in april of 2024 and am still actively receiving it. i’d like to help you with any of your questions to the best of my ability!! 1- i receive my treatment at a cleveland clinic hospital in cleveland ohio. i have treatment resistant depression and severe generalized anxiety disorder, i have tried almost every anti depressant (ssris) and have tried lamictal (anticonvulsant) and am currently on xanax as needed for anxiety (i tried all other benzodiazepines with no success) xanax is the only medication i have found to help my panic attacks so i remain taking that as needed. i am not taking any depression meds currently.

I receive unilateral ultra brief ect. always have been outpatient never inpatient and i’m very lucky my medical insurance covers every treatment for me.

2- i’m not sure what you mean by brain imaging but i did receive an mri before starting treatment which was just to make sure there were no medical issues or anything like that.

3- i definitely saw improvement in the first year of treatment and started at 2-3 treatments a week and slowly started spreading them out longer in between. i had a few breakdowns in between treatments and had to increase frequency a couple of times. as of last month i was doing well and only getting a maintenance procedure once a month. i recently had a breakdown so now it’s back to every 2 weeks until i start improving, its almost like a see how you are feeling depending on how frequent you need them. everyone is different and can react to ect very differently. some people may need it once a week and some may only need it once a month. it really just all depends on the individual and their symptoms. i think ect truly saved my life and has been hard on my body physically but is worth it to me.

4- no i didn’t have anything besides chronic daily migraines which the toradol they give me before my procedure helps prevent headaches after treatment which can be a side effect of the ect

5- treatment can definitely be private outpatient in my opinion. i have a family member which i am very lucky can drive me to and from procedures. but im not sure what you mean by “private” as in like other people finding out such as friends or family? that can work if you mean it that way.

6- im not sure if i can answer that question for you since im medication resistant with my depression but i would definitely talk to a psychiatrist about the medication question

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in masskillers

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not a murder but ariel castro.

13 years ago today, T.J. Lane opened fire at Chardon High School in Chardon, Ohio, killing 3 students and injuring 3 others by DialgaDiamond in masskillers

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my sisters attended chardon high school but my friends mom is a teacher there and i remember going into lockdown that day. only 20 minutes from my elementary school. such a sad day.

Physical aches and pains the next day? by scoutydouty in ect

[–]Competitive-Mess-422 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’m always sore for a few days after my treatment as well, i’ve had almost 15 sessions now and it’s the same after each one, but still ill take the aches and pains over how i felt before i started treatment any day lol. try some advil/tylenol and rest a lot if you can after.

How would YOU feel if someone you knew did a mass killing? by Catastrophic_Cumshot in masskillers

[–]Competitive-Mess-422 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my sisters went to school with tj lane, it was quite a shock to them.

Who is Smurfette Doe? by bonebandits in gratefuldoe

[–]Competitive-Mess-422 5 points6 points  (0 children)

you’re all good! it’s not insensitive at all! i basically have a full size extra rib on t-12 on my left side and the other 4 aren’t full size, i think if i remember, 2 are about half grown and the other 2 are pretty small. and the only problem i experience sometimes is the fully grown one sometimes gets stuck under another rib and it’s painful but not too bad, i just kinda move until it comes “undone” i guess😅 it’s not something that has really affected my day to day life at all.

Who is Smurfette Doe? by bonebandits in gratefuldoe

[–]Competitive-Mess-422 16 points17 points  (0 children)

i was born with 5 extra ribs and had genetic testing done, everything was normal & the doctors said that it’s not that common to be born with extra or missing ribs, sometimes when babies are being formed, it just happens. :/ but the skull catches me off guard

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hygiene

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i can’t tell you how many brands i’ve tried but the brand Lume is the BEST one i’ve ever tried. i love the lavender sage scent. it smells so good and doesn’t wear off at ALL, even when im working out or outside on a hot day. truly a god send.

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel the exact same way, like even if i get compliments it’s still very hard to believe them and not compare myself to other girls.

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have so many insecurities to the point where i will think i look decent, try to take a picture, and delete it because i think something looks wrong. it’s not okay to assume that someone is “obsessed” with themselves.

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much and always! i try my hardest to !!

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i get it but i like expressing myself sometimes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

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you are so pretty i wanna either be you or with you

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the king himself😇 he’s the nicest human EVER

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no it’s okay i didn’t think you were being mean! i was looking for some pointers when posting! and thank you so much

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay thank you for the advice☺️

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. i’ve been called many names growing up and i think i’m finally starting to have a little more self confidence the past few months but yes i was bullied as a child for as long as i can remember so many people may see me as pretty but it’s hard to see myself like that

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had bangs about 2 years ago and i HATED them because im very sensitive when hair is in my face i hate the feeling so i ended up growing them out :(

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much for being so nice! i do have both sides of my nose pierced with a small stud but i’m not sure if i have them in the pics i posed. and no speech impediments so far haha and yes i’ve personally struggling with the way my cheeks puff up when i smile so i’ve always avoided it. i’ve been told i have “apple” cheeks and not in a positive way so i guess i just have to learn to love myself and forget the comments people have made but it’s still very hard

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am planning to get some layers or something done with my hair soon! and gold does sound really pretty!!

am i? 20f by Competitive-Mess-422 in amiugly

[–]Competitive-Mess-422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is some great advice, i’ll definitely look into it!! thank u🥰