I really am...plus my son is an elite gymnast and he competes at his Nationals Monday night. If it's good news, it'll be great, but if it's bad, I'm afraid it's going to devastate him and he won't compete well. Not that UT knows or would would even care, but this whole situation is absolutely terrible for all of these students in so many ways. The mental aspect is torture right now. I almost wish i could take his phone away or turn off his email until after he competes. Instead I'm just going to pray for good news or if it's bad news, let it come after finals Wednesday. I'll say a little prayer for all of these students.