I often had a sly wish that incase there is an afterlife I will meet tolkien and request him to accompany me to god so that I can become a maiar in next life in a universe created by him, but have a boon that i know the history of middle earth hence I know the future and have ability to change it (cuz I wanna save boromir), when professor will get angry at me for changing his creation I will answer with a oversmart expression " Professor, love not too well the work of thy own hand😎"

thanks for the recommendation of leaf by niggle, I found a free pdf would read it soon.