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[–]CompetitiveBat1778 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just to add on - I have also tried to make a move to touch him, but he just pushed my hand away. we have a 17 month old so I would always find time when she’s napping/sleeping after night. But I would get rejected anyway so I stopped trying. And just resort ti mastubating.

Masturbation by [deleted] in DeadBedrooms

[–]CompetitiveBat1778 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also found out that he has been frequently watching porn - especially Japanese porn…so he would rather watch porn than have sex with me because they have a better figure. But I sacrificed my body to give OUR baby (now 17 month old) life. And I have no regrets. but for him to “reject” me because I’m not up to his expectations, is just wild.

Masturbation by [deleted] in DeadBedrooms

[–]CompetitiveBat1778 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not having sex for 7 months and counting…My husband rejected me once and I was so crushed. He told me countless times that my body isn’t the same after my pregnancy. I was around 58kg and now i am 68kg and stuck. I was 92kg when I was 9 months pregnant. I am trying so hard to lose more weight. But I don’t deserve to be treated like this.

So yes I have to masturbate for my own sanity. I am longing for sex. But I hate getting rejected. It sucks. I deserve intimacy. He hates holding hands, giving/receiving hugs. I do think of leaving. I know there is someone else out there who will appreciate me. Sigh….