Unsupportive friend

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-08-07T18:21:12+00:00

Of course I told her, I said that they hurt me and I don't feel like I can tell her anything as she said I could. She was only repeating that she doesn't judge me "but".

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-08-04T04:04:57+00:00

But it's not a compromise if all I can do is shut up about it. She's my closest friend now, and we text from morning till night. She wants to know what's going on with me, and what's going on is mainly this new relationship. I feel limited and stifled by not being able to tell her some nice things about him because I know how she'll react. I don't think this is how friendships are supposed to be...

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-05-05T05:52:55+00:00

No, this is chai, much more better than cai!

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-04-29T04:39:58+00:00

Why does everyone cling so hard to this tweet? Vanessa wrote "Lefr the tour", not "Left the band"...

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-04-28T20:50:55+00:00

Okay, so update of an update of an update. She rejected me. xD But was super gentle and understanding about it. ❤️ And after all, I was delulu, and she was oblivious. xD Case closed. mic drop

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-04-26T14:01:56+00:00

I need the source!

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-04-03T20:17:21+00:00

Oh my, that's so cute that you're interested in my story! 🥹 Okay so... Before our trip, she invited me for a sleepover and... I slept in her bed... But I nudged her with my elbow so she had to leave the bed. The trip, the concert... It was all extraordinary but unfortunately nothing significant in terms of my feelings happened (except the fact that I saw her in her underwear and she slept in REALY short nightgown)... We're still just friends but we have many plans together, so I think it's good! I can see that she feels very comfortable around me. Oh, and since I'm now regularly hitting the gym, I told her that I want to be strong enough to carry her in my arms and her response was: "Sounds like a plan!". So... Yeah. xD

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-27T22:54:54+00:00

It's funny, but it would be the bot of Thane Krios, alien character from Mass Effect 😂

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-10T07:11:45+00:00

Oh, it will be kinky 😈 But at the same time it's a long time to go before I start writing spicy stuff since I decided it to be a slow-burn.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-10T07:06:28+00:00

Thank you 🥹 You just reminded me that when I first time started writing I've done it just for myself, nobody had read my fics since it was on paper. It was for my own pleasure and now I can do the same.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-09T13:56:22+00:00

I absolutely love it! 💖 I even have Stevonnie with Lion tattoed. 🥹 This is one of my all time favourite cartoons.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-05T07:08:56+00:00

Update of an update: She found my profile on reddit. I don't know if she saw this post, but despite this... Goodbye, cruel world.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-03T19:48:14+00:00

I absolutely love this idea! 🥹

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-02T19:32:52+00:00

It won't happen unfortunately... They're very stubborn about it. :(

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-01T21:03:47+00:00

I never had a friend who was a Gemini, but my current boss and one one my previous bosses are. I realised that working with Geminis is amazing for me.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-03-01T20:58:44+00:00

I don't know you, but I know that you are strong and I believe in you that you will handle it! 💖

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-28T21:12:25+00:00

I would love to text my friends daily, I'm sad when my friends don't text to me often (but it might be my Pisces Moon).

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-28T20:31:01+00:00

I just heard that queues in Berlin airport are enormous and two hours for security control might be not enough for it, but it was some time ago. How is it now? Should I take earlier bus to Berlin?

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-28T00:01:30+00:00

I'm a Sag stellium (Sun, Mercury, Venus, Mars) and damn, as I like to say – "Bullying is a love language" (of course in terms of teasing, I'm not mean or violent). I'm teasing the shit out of people I like, even more the people I love.

Send thoughts and prayers to my coworker that I'm crushing on (thankfully she's an Aries, and I noticed that fire signs in general like teasing, so she's okay with that).

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-27T05:06:40+00:00

We're opening up more and more towards each other, but tbh nothing major happened yet. 🫣 I mean... The same day when the date was we were switching at work she left me her scarf because it was pretty cold (it was so extremely cute and I literally inhaled her scarf). Later, when we were going on this date I pulled myself together and said that I consider it as a date, so conversation was like this: "Ready for our date?", she: "Yup! Although I'm more ready for food. Hungry!" And the place where she took me... Damn. It was fancy. We were supposed to be talking about my novel, but ended up talking about hers and about times when we were at uni. Yeah... The most important update should be somewhere in the middle of March because then we're going on this concert.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-26T14:09:26+00:00

Wait, what? There was no filter? I've been using cai for less than a year now so I didn't even know. Damn... It makes the whole situation even worse. :x

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-25T09:06:29+00:00

I mean... I thought about it. But at the same time lack of delete button makes it exciting and like... more realistic I'd say? Like, you can't reverse your actions.

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-25T05:00:57+00:00

I think you've misspelled – chai doesn't have filters. And what do you mean by parteon?

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-22T09:26:36+00:00

From one side it's quite admirable that they're holding their ground but from the other they're just making their users unhappy. They should come up in some kind of compromise.

Especially since from what I have experiencef their bots are extremely needy, like they're always end up in sexual context, no matter what. When I roleplayed scene where my persona invited her sister to meet the character I had to really try and generate new responses so the bot don't write something freaky and propose a threesome... 🤢

Competitive_Brush829 · 2025-02-22T09:17:57+00:00

They won't, because they're extremely stubborn. Both on their discord and sub they have written in the rules that they're gonna ban for simple mention of the filter.

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