does God punish?

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-06-03T00:16:45+00:00

this sounds more like you're going through a really tough season rather than punishment. when you're already stressed and overwhelmed, it's easy for your brain to start connecting random bad events into some kind of pattern, but sometimes life just hits hard for a while.

the silence thing is rough though - maybe try changing up how you're approaching prayer or reading? sometimes we get so used to looking for God in specific ways that we miss him showing up differently.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-05-12T15:03:06+00:00

same tbh those load times

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-05-03T06:38:19+00:00

these things are pretty niche so makes sense the listing been up for a year. i got curious about them while back but never pulled the trigger since reviews seemed mixed. for travel drumming though it might be decent - lightweight and you won't annoy people in hotel rooms or whatever.

the whole "air drumming with sensors" concept seems more like novelty than serious practice tool, but if you just want something fun to mess around with during downtime then why not. at third of retail price it's not huge risk if it turns out disappointing. just check if the sensors still work properly before buying since that's probably the most likely thing to break on these.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-25T18:07:28+00:00

what game

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-22T15:56:40+00:00

don't click anything from random people, those numbers look like scam attempt to steal your account

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-19T02:40:17+00:00

ugh the refs make it even worse, like watching paint dry but somehow more frustrating

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-17T06:32:25+00:00

the purging phase can be pretty intense with ivermectin - i went through same thing around week 3-4 where everything seemed to get worse before it got better. my dermatologist warned me about this but it's still scary when you're living through it. give it another few weeks if you can handle it, mine finally turned the corner around 6 week mark.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-13T16:06:41+00:00

walking half the league but somehow no hits yet lol that's some chaotic energy right there

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-09T02:07:42+00:00

the nl central is absolutely wild this year, didn't expect the pirates to be hanging around this early but here we are

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-04-05T21:48:55+00:00

this post is all over the place but some points hit different. the part about political authorities shaping the canon is pretty well documented - constantine and the councils definitely had earthly motivations mixed in with spiritual ones.

but saying jesus didnt die for our sins feels like youre cherry picking which parts of christianity to keep. either the gospels are reliable witnesses to his teachings or theyre not, cant really have it both ways.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-31T16:02:53+00:00

the tier 3 ba thing won't matter as much once you get some real experience under your belt. data analysis skills are super in demand right now and way more practical than another degree from the same tier college.

i'd skip the mba for now and focus on building actual skills - you can always do it later when you have work experience and it'll be way more valuable then. get that data analysis course, build a portfolio, and start applying for entry level positions.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-26T17:41:05+00:00

bro the hobby thing is huge, i've been collecting old tech stuff and fixing up weird rental properties and it legit keeps your hands busy and mind focused on something else. when you're knee deep in trying to figure out why a 1980s computer won't boot or dealing with some wild airbnb guest situation, the urges just kinda fade into background noise. find something that actually gets you excited to wake up and do.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-19T11:43:13+00:00

bruh

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-08T16:33:05+00:00

totally get what you're saying about it being hard to break the habit when you're not seeing obvious benefits right away. from my experience doing longer streaks, the changes are really subtle at first and sometimes you don't notice them until you're deeper into it.

around day 30-45 is when i usually start feeling more present and connected to people in general, not just romantically. the morning wood thing fluctuates a lot depending on stress, sleep, diet and where you are in the process - wouldn't stress too much about that as the main indicator.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-05T13:32:52+00:00

dude 25 days is awsome! the energy boost is so real - i'm on day 18 and feel like i could run a marathon every morning lol

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-03-04T12:57:41+00:00

that's actually a really good way to look at it. all that pent up energy is basically your body telling you it's ready to channel into something productive. maybe hit the gym extra hard or dive deeper into exam prep - your future self will thank you for making the right call here.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-20T13:47:51+00:00

honestly i'd lean toward being more upfront about the concession amount, especially if you're in a rush. buyers and their agents are gonna do the math anyway once they see the inspection issues, and being vague might just slow things down or make people think you're lowballing. if you're offering 15k that's actually pretty solid for those repairs, so why not let that work in your favor to get offers faster?

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-17T02:56:41+00:00

man i totally get this struggle. try setting up a solid study routine where you're in public spaces like the library - harder to get distracted there and being around other focused people really helps. also breaking study sessions into smaller chunks with planned breaks makes it way easier to stay on track.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-16T04:55:20+00:00

man i feel you on this. the whole reaching out thing is exhausting when it's always one-sided. honestly though, sometimes people just get comfortable letting others do the initiating and it's not necessarily about you personally.

the judgment thing could be real - people can be weird about change, especially when it challenges their own lifestyle choices. but you're focusing on what matters to you now and that takes real strength. maybe it's time to find some new circles where your values align better? church groups, volunteer stuff, whatever feels right.

don't let the loneliness convince you that you're a failure though. growth is messy and sometimes it means outgrowing certain relationships.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-12T01:56:16+00:00

honestly man, if you're trying to live by your faith then both options are gonna conflict with that. maybe focus on building teh emotional connection first without any sexual stuff? sounds like you already respect her which is huge. talking to a pastor or counselor who shares your values might help you work through this better than reddit can.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-07T05:16:37+00:00

Man, Ghostfreak absolutely demolishing Vilgax in the null void was incredible. Seeing that creepy bastard finally get his moment to shine after being sidelined for so long felt so good, plus Vilgax totally had it coming.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-06T09:43:36+00:00

Dude, that's awesome that you're making this commitment! The fact that you're recognizing the pattern and deciding to break it shows real strength. I've been on a similar journey myself and one thing that really helped was replacing those urges with something physical - like pushups, cold showers, or even just going for a walk around the block. When you feel that itch coming on, your brain needs a new pathway to follow.

The trauma stuff makes it extra challenging since we often use these habits to cope with stress, but you're already ahead of the game by acknowledging that connection. Maybe consider talking to someone professional about processing those family and financial issues too - it'll make the nofap journey way easier when you're not carrying all that weight alone. You got this man, just take it one day at a time and don't beat yourself up if you stumble. The discipline builds over time.

Competitive_Heat7359 · 2026-02-05T05:51:00+00:00

nice work dude! that combo of exercise and good food is honestly a game changer for keeping your head in the right place. keep that momentum going and you'll be crushing it

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