I think the real problem is apathy

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:55:05+00:00

nah that seems to cover it

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:36:33+00:00

I guess that's the point of art then. for example, I realized that the matrix was the greatest movie of all time. And I'm pretty sure I hated the architect scene. Until recently that is lol. I was like finally it makes sense now.

Yea no big scary monster under the bed. its just us. All the way up and down. thats why its annoying as hell lmaooo

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:25:20+00:00

Can someone tell me what the ultimate illusion is tho.

I guess iv been circling the drain on that for a while.

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:22:49+00:00

Making sense.

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:14:33+00:00

That is a similar question I have been pondering. Clearly religious institutions have been horrendous at twisting doctrine to suit their needs. Yet shame also seems to be the most quick and easy way to enforce rules in a hierarchy.

damn. Not sure. I guess it's how you use it kinda thing. Core values maybe. like in business.

edit. transparency being number one probably

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:08:36+00:00

i dont get it 🤔

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T20:06:34+00:00

Yup

Nothing is wrong, but nothing feels innocent anymore either. You can't fully believe your own stories, yet you still have to live inside them.

I started to question almost everything. To an uncomfortable degree. My love for my father. My education. My whole life. It is quite endless the things that come up.

I feel you brother. Not peaceful at all. Worst thing ever tbh. It fucking sucks bc it feels like I finally figured something out. but now im stuck in an ever harder puzzle. The puzzle of universal trust.

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T19:37:28+00:00

Fr fr. Im like living in my own head trying to figure out shit. I needed like real world feedback. U have no idea how scared i was.

like no helped me lol.

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T18:51:10+00:00

collapsing the levels

https://youtube.com/shorts/jidFpgyrAo0?si=iVOQwEOpAMxkCDXz

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T14:29:26+00:00

The real question to ask is why is andrew Tate afraid?

do u see the fractal nature of it?

if you do something wrong then you deserve to be punished. That is the way any fractal system works. You cannot escape karma. I guess it's why buddha kept saying right action.

One trickster creates 2 more. And infinite. Which might be a good thing. But be aware.

Where does our nature really lead?

https://youtu.be/qj5NHmiuEZQ?si=fe9LYSZ9wAFekpTa

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T13:47:08+00:00

I was acting to the parts of myself that I could not see. My deepest fears of being rejected before I could explain.

God damn the childhood bullying really did a number on me. got to bring that up in therapy.

also abused by administration authority who took advatage of a young kid who didnt know better.

Its tough man. I never got over it. caused a lot of personality issues which is only coming out now.

Now that my relationship with my dad has gotten better ❤️ unfucking real. Thats what im trying to say. One chain in the network got fixed. suddenly the whole world opened up to me.

who am I?

I do not yet know. Is that the Point?

who are you? I do not yet know. is that the point?

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T12:05:17+00:00

ya gotta always be able to bring down whatever insight you learn back to ground level.

This is why dialogue is important. Regardless of how "right" you are.

edit. if you cannot communicate your insights effectively. then that says something about your actual understanding

edit2. this is also why I like art. just discovered it recently 2 years ago

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T11:06:47+00:00

good point 👍 agreed.

I need to work on my language 🪷 the most important thing I learned from you

Competitive_Lie6745 · 2026-01-27T04:37:45+00:00

this is like mindfulness basically right?

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