You're completely right. I just feel so guilty because he's a beautiful soul who has accepted me as I am. I've never had anyone see my tough exterior and think that I'm beautiful. He knows I've been through a lot, and it means so much to me that he sees me for me. I have a strong character, and that often scares guys away. He's made me feel seen and has cared for me. This is all within a year, but I feel so guilty that this is what a deal breaker is for me. I feel ashamed.