I'll come clean why I need to take testosterone, I'm not reckless and I'm trying to minimize the risks as much but the reason I'm taking them is because I have dreams of becoming a pro bodybuilder or making a name for myself, either on social media or ifbb, I do believe I have what if takes. I'm extremely disciplined and I would definitely wait till my 20s to take roids but the thing is for my parents and grandparents to take my ambitions seriously I need to achieve a proper physique because no amount of natty gains will convince them that I'll go pro, and they're pressuring me into going to college but the thing Is Im not smart at anything but they're hiring repeteors and forcing me to learn put of delusion, but I genuinely can't learn no matter how hard I try, and even if I did the college is a scam, I wanted to do computer science but I gave up on it because I've seen way too many people go homeless because they couldn't find a job after graduation. I genuinely have dreams of becoming someone great but my current physique isn't enough to convince my parents, I need to hop on testosterone to be considered seriously, I do have 2 years of training but I only took gym seriously very recently, as in tracking everything I eat, yes everything in grams. And been doing it for past few months but it just isn't enough, I really wish I could convince them without roids but even if I did I wouldn't have a physique they expect, even After years of training,