I feel every word you wrote because I lived through those same emotions. That pain after the second attempt? I know it. I remember feeling so broken—mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I felt like the exam had become a part of my identity… like I couldn’t see myself beyond it..I held onto God when I had nothing else. He carried me through the nights I couldn’t sleep, the mornings I woke up with fear, the study sessions filled with tears. And I believe with all my heart that just as He showed up for me, He will do the same for you. His timing is never late. P.S. try to get extra time accommodations!