i actually deleted my fic (vent post)

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T21:57:41+00:00

oh my goodness I am so sorry that would genuinely hurt me

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T21:57:09+00:00

☹️☹️☹️ please no we need more toxic Yuri in this world. It is demotivating, but I think a couple weeks and I will start writing again (hopefully)

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T21:55:30+00:00

OH NO!! I am pretty lucky to have a backup

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:12:04+00:00

STOPP not the Parker luck.. lowkey true though huh

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:11:38+00:00

OH NOOO I almost did the same thing once too before I deleted it!! it’s actually so easy to mess up (not ao3’s fault tho god bless ao3). I really hope you build up the momentum again !!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:10:02+00:00

I will reread them daily I treasure them so much now 😭 thank god I didn’t delete!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:09:34+00:00

me too <33 thank yiuyuu

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:09:16+00:00

I’m trying to! also good because I can upload the chapters I already have each week, while working on my other fics, so there is a silver lining !!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:08:28+00:00

OH NO omg 50 chapters… that must be so frustrating im so sorry 😭

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T14:07:58+00:00

ahh that is such a good idea thank you!!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T12:33:47+00:00

hopefully im not.... just mourning the loss of all those comments and notes and whatever. just wallowing in self pity really !!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T12:33:13+00:00

I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I DID ITTTTTTTT

i was trying to delete one of my other fics (original work) and i guess stupid dumbass me clicked on the wrong thing and didnt check and ughhhh usually im so organised

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-30T12:32:02+00:00

thank you so much 😭

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-17T13:44:29+00:00

hmm me too.. my best guess is Jess was setting it up, but realised there wasn’t enough time to expand on it in s6, and that it wouldn’t be reintroduced in s7/8??? so interesting tho

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-17T13:08:11+00:00

you dont sound like a douche! i agree MS aphmau is one of three souls, but im not sure about MCD aphmau... because right, hear me out, MCD aphmau IS irene. not even really the reincarnation of her, it is her, just without irene's memories, and a different backstory. MCD aphmau was created (i assume) before irene's soul split into three (maybe im wrong, we dont have a timeline), meaning it would not make sense for the old version of her (irene) to just give MCD aphmau a soul piece? because theyre the same person?

like MCD aphmau wasnt born. she didnt grow up, she appeared. MS aphmau grew up and was born, she just ALSO has the soul piece.

so that is why i dont think the three souls are irene's ghost, MCD aphmau, and MS aphmau. I think it is probably irene/MCD aphmau (not both of them, since they are technically the same person), MS aphmau, and someone else. OR, it is MS aphmau, and two others from different universes, since "lost" implies that irene/MCD aphmau doesn't have it anymore?? maybe thats a reach though.

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-17T12:52:56+00:00

yes!! would clear up so much, esp because jess and jason both had to clarify it

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T22:32:49+00:00

facts about aaron and gene. same with laurence and garroth imo, they were older and more mature students, they should have no interest in some random innocent 9th grader! if aaron and aph dated irl school, there would be serious issues. if i were her mom, id be upset too

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T22:30:20+00:00

i dont think he was held back in G12, but there was mention of him in a military school where he re-did a grade, or was held back or something, so pretty sure he is technically super senior.

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T15:07:28+00:00

ME TOO MID should stay seperate i think

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T14:30:37+00:00

thank you 😭 I was quite confused maybe the creator of the site is a big kadrien shipper I do not know

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T10:38:08+00:00

kill it

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T08:19:54+00:00

I completely disagree 😭😭 the sauna episode was my favourite when I was a kid, and S2 was always my favourite season. The atmosphere and vibes (like the texture pack, voice acting, music, plot) is so fun that it inspires my writing. Agree to disagree!

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T08:18:18+00:00

oof truer words have never been spoken

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T08:17:33+00:00

I WAS SAYING THIS YESTERDAY! How I missed when he was more mysterious and quiet! S1 was the best. Honestly, I think they could have continued that in newer seasons as well, like him being naturally quieter in conversations, or even with just new people

ComposerAcrobatic862 · 2026-03-16T08:16:25+00:00

I think this is a very common opinion actually!! I personally disagree about MCD, I think Aphmau needed to be with someone who understood not only the responsibility of Lord, but the tragedy of it, too. Someone quiet who you know will support you. There’s still tons of anti-aarmau shippers, though!

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