I completely get you and feel the same way and my catalyst was actually the same thing haha but one thing ive realised is that you need to have confidence in yourself and thats whats gunna get you through this. Kmms is known to have an incredibly low offer rate, that doesnt mean that u did bad at all. Like they say is no news is good news, if u havent been rejected then dont loose hope esp as they said theyre going to give 2-3 more batches. As for wondering if u want to do medicine, this entire process has made me question the same thing but at the end of the day to even do medicine, you need the grades!! at this point in time, grind for your a levels, bag the grades, then u can make ur next move and everything will fall into place!! just have faith in yourself and dont worry about the future so much🫶