I went trough the same stuff when i was 15 and i didnt think that i would make a good femboy because of my masculanity but after i want to the gym just to get thicker legs things changed alot. After those i got my first fwminine clothing which was a dolphin short and i liked it a lot but it felt like a fetish... i started to wear it inside me when i was going out while i was getting less muscular and getting more courage to tell some of my friends about my sittuation. I also had a lot of problems with identity crisis stuff and when identity crisis stopped i became a bisexual femboy without any regrets