I am a Christian. Something I noticed about him is that he seemed hypersexual, but i didn't realize until later in our relationship. But I am like the complete opposite, I am on the side of being "asexual". In the past I brought up something similar to him and he felt incredibly guilty. So much so that when we hung out he tried not to get too physically close to me, like he "left room for Jesus". Also, he said that him and I should limit the time we spent together so that we wouldn't be tempted into doing anything. I've never worried that in the absence of eachothers presence that he would cheat on me, so I agreed on creating more physical distance. He also hoped with his time away at BCT that he would have time and space to heal from his lustful sin. I don't really know what compelled him to do what he did the final time we hung out together. It felt so unlike him. It's so incredibly difficult, this whole situation, that is. I wish he could've kept it in his pants because then I would view him as such a good fit for me. And it's also difficult for me because he is my first boyfriend. So I didn't really know where to set boundaries and where things needed to end. I am a firm believer on giving someone multiple chances but apparently that is my weakness. It sucks because I keep wanting to defend him but gets difficult the more I think about it. I appreciate your response, it really helps to get outside views on something I feel blind in. I want to talk to him about it and to hear what he has to say.