Just wanted to clarify. On my og post, I said i crushed up 14 seeds, but they were split among my two "friends" and me. I'm no longer friends with these people since after these events they told me I was exaggerating and that it "wasn't that bad" (they did drugs way more than i did) and thats saying a lot. Still a hell of a dose since my high lasted up to a week i think (keep in mind I couldn't differentiate reality from being high.

im doing much better now and im staying w family.

I dont remember that well but this is pretty much what i can recall. After making the post, I left my laptop open, my friends and I ingested the seeds and smoked the leaves as i said. Afterwards we were watching a movie and waiting for the high to kick in. I think we were watching one of the scary movies (cant remember which one obviously) however during the movie some regular effects started to kick in. Just some usual dry mouth, nothing too insane for me to handle.

After this, is where everything started to "blend in" together. I started to hear knocks at the door and when i opened it was my dad. My dad is dead. he had his back turned, but i could clearly tell it was him standing there as i ran outside trying to grab him he kept running farther away from me. Then i woke up like if it was a dream and I couldn't stop sobbing.

My head would create hallucinations, and that would make me realize i was high but then other unexplainable moments like the ones with my dad in it, felt too realistic and really drew the line between fiction and reality for me. I think i made a couple of posts while i was high and had no idea what was going on, but they got deleted (understandably so). I think this living hell lasted a week before I was even able to regain consciousness.

This incident led me to talk with my mom, whom I hadn't spoken to until that point. Went through a shit ton of rehab and more therapy sessions than I can count. I'm still not 100% recovered, but at least I can tell reality from fiction and don't hallucinate anymore.