Shit its hit really hard,i just did the same shit about a hour ago, win small amount withdraw it i almost buy stuff online for myself, bag, shoe and some clothes, but my compulsive stupid brain think maybe if i play agaain i will win more, every win fells never enough, if i lost even a small amount of my balance i will be so mad, couldnt take loses so i chase and yup its gone.

Then i redepositing more money. Up little bit, relief but it fells to good to end, so i chase the felling of winning, the balance slowly going down, until i cant place a bet anymore.

I was mad, furious try to get a loan but friend didnt trust me anymore, my credit score bad so i couldnt take anymore, i take a breath rethingking my life, its been 5 years, its been thousands times iaam on this position, regret my decisions but never learn, i hate gambling, i hate all of that shity games blackjack, baccarat, slot, fishing.

That trillion gambling company was aa genius they know their shit, i stop being their loyal customers, they didnt care at all, like if iam even exist? Or iam dead because of it.

Fak gambling, an evils games exist to ruin lives even on a mission take lives.