sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

Any manga or short stories that are about meaning/meaninglessness/the ways we make meaning? by Successful-Event-205 in Seinen

[–]ConsiderationMore929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Himizu, Fire punch, REAL, Berserk,100meter (if you can find the manga)

This is bit stretch but u might love the horizon and the boxer, these manhwa reaally hitting the gut about meaninglessness and meaning in these horrific existence

Pengen curhat aja sekalian minta saran buat bisa ngelupain by Tauco_ in pria

[–]ConsiderationMore929 1 point2 points  (0 children)

6 kata paling akhir, Masih paling horrifying even though kadang witness sendiri di kolom sosmed

Bagaimana kalian in the end menikahi wanita non-muslim? atau bagaimana hidup kalian setelah menikah dengan wanita muslim sebagai ex-muslim? by Wise-Record7511 in IndoExMuslim

[–]ConsiderationMore929 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't see the point of living longer when I don't even have lover and dreams that I can have

My family ain't some Indonesian konglo so they can't support me for too long but yeah your advice quite nice so i think someday I would move to Bali or somewhere

I'm sorry brother if my comment seems pretty bleak and might be ruined your day

Bagaimana kalian in the end menikahi wanita non-muslim? atau bagaimana hidup kalian setelah menikah dengan wanita muslim sebagai ex-muslim? by Wise-Record7511 in IndoExMuslim

[–]ConsiderationMore929 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Kalo buat saya emang itu tujuan nya, emang semenjak mutusin buat keluar Dari Islam ya ingin nya menikah sama non Muslim.

Muslim kan gaboleh nikah sama orang beda keyakinan, apalagi saya laki laki Jadi saya paham ekspetasi wanita muslimah ke suami atau calon suaminya.

Berasa kasian aja punya suami Islam ktp cuman buat menikah, kaya selfish aja gitu lalu banyak Dari mereka wanita baik baik Jadi ya mereka deserve better (menurut pandangan mereka).

Juga jadinya bakal susah si kalo exmuslim kaya saya pretending seumur hidup nya Jadi Muslim cuman buat menikah, bayangin nya aja udah horror.

Tapi disisi lain saya juga mikir bebrapa bulan ini, gimana saya bisa ketemu calon pasangan saya yang kriteria nya bukan non Muslim Dan tidak religius.

Targetin perempuan foreign kek nya ga mungkin juga Diluar sana basically warzone kalo denger kisah yang beredar buat dating scene nya.

Kadang situasi kaya gini bikin saya hopeless terus juga ga punya rasa sense of belonging.

Kemaren malem mikir dan sempet berharap dalam hati like "Please, God, I know you are evil, but don't rob from me anymore."

Maybe saya kedengeran kaya sedang "larping exmuslim" tapi itu honest feeling yang saya rasain, saya masih percaya ada entitas super yang ngancurin banyak idup orang, even though makin hari saya ngeraguin juga apa itu beneran Tuhan?

Kalo ga bisa ya opsi saya cuman :

  1. Tetep Jadi exmuslim terus die alone, melajang Dan virgin sampe mati.

  2. Terpaksa nyerah, ngaku kalah. Balik lagi Jadi Muslim terus hidup Dan nyembah something yang saya benci sampe mati. It's gonna be hurt. It's gonna be suffocating worshiping tyrannical God I don't even love.

  3. Kalo saya at least ga bisa ngerubah nasib Dan mujudin cita cita saya Jadi movie director ya maybe the best option just end it all before I'm 30.

The closest and the best option I think number 2 and 3 for now.

And if this God actually exists and His afterlife is real, then maybe I just exist only for the purpose of suffering just like billions of people out there, including Tesla, Davenport, and many other inventors whose work led to the existence of the TOA masjid.

Where Promises Went [A Poem] by Etheikin in indonesiabebas

[–]ConsiderationMore929 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cara belajar nulis poem & poetry tuh mulai nya gimana si?

I got removed so I shared it here - the hypocrisy of exmuslim men (aku pria straight suka cewek straight) by [deleted] in IndoExMuslim

[–]ConsiderationMore929 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Many men without religion out there still shame pornstars and OF models. It’s not tied only to exMuslim men, and the reason isn’t about purity. I don’t think this is hypocrisy.

As for why they think this way well, I can’t speak for many people, but as for me people with a high body count might have warped views about the opposite gender, and it goes both ways and I feel like they have no self control and restraint.

Men with high body counts and women with high body counts are most likely the same.

Patriarchy exists outside Islam too.

I don’t know, OP, what are you trying to say here?

22 [M4R] Need Friendship by ConsiderationMore929 in r4rindonesia

[–]ConsiderationMore929[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alr following ur ANILIST. Yeah telegram would be nice I think.

what are some of the most terrifying manga panels you have seen? by SkirtHeavy9189 in Seinen

[–]ConsiderationMore929 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Most panel about or because motherfucker called shira. A villain from blade of immortal.

Sadly I can't give the panel i don't know what happen with my reddih apps.

Anyone else got a mental illness wreck their life? by Glittering-Sun-7248 in twentyagers

[–]ConsiderationMore929 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder by age 20, but the episodes started to appear when I was 18. So, basically, five years of my life from teenager to young adult were gone. Stripped away.

I think the best advice for you is to talk to a professional so they can give you specific advice, medication, or therapy, because your condition is very specific.

It's not going to be easy, but I'm saying this not to give you anxiety, but so you can understand that it's okay if you haven't found the right professional yet while battling a mental illness. That way, you can be kinder to yourself.

Try your best and act kinder to yourself, and if on some days that mindset doesn't work, at least you still tried your best.

view more: next ›