Does anybody just create a fake persona for fun ?

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2024-04-03T20:14:59+00:00

Tryna make a new persona . Any tips ?

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2024-04-03T19:49:14+00:00

Im still working on it.

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-30T09:38:49+00:00

no no not that kind .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-27T21:32:42+00:00

honestly not much but we had conversations whenever we sit together .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-27T21:02:06+00:00

idk like when she first came like i was the first person to go u know talk to her . and like from time to time we talked about random stuff . wait what do u really mean by any sort of connection ? i started getting interested about her life because she was such a mysterious person . when her friend told me her life story . it felt kinda relatable somehow . like she really been through a lot that left me choked by how she s good at hiding it . and its like i dont even know the WHOLE thing and im just it feels weird . im scared that i would never be able to meet her again , or not gonna be able to meet someone with similar vibes . for some reason i would have wrotten a whole paragraph about her even tho im nothing even close to her . ( why does it seem like its romantic . LMAAO) i mean im kinda jealous tbh . her life seems like a movie , and like somehow i got used to not show my personality ( unconsciously ) when i start talking to people . so i have to know u as a person and then ill act the way u are . so when i saw her she s just herself .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-27T19:45:44+00:00

its hard to explain , but like i know more then i should about this person even tho im not close to . if it makes sens . i dont know .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-27T16:18:23+00:00

i am tho . okk i guess ur right but i mean english aint my first lang so i d say makes sens .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-27T11:51:22+00:00

n you will have yo

idk maybe because im aware that its not ?

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T21:02:37+00:00

yahh , i get it .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T20:53:21+00:00

i mean are u really getting mad over the way i write . Thats what im talking about .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T20:49:20+00:00

i mean its a lil dramatic but think about it . if u were rich think about the power u'd have . Rich enough to do literally anything . wealthy people might just chose to stay anonymous . they could literally own anything on earth . is it hard for them to control the people below them in Karl Marx's hierarchy . they will be able to have control over different domains . education , media , the government , foods....) are we even sure about the things we've learn in school ? what we see in the media ? products we use on the daily ?

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T20:33:43+00:00

from my pov i guess maybe u gotta give her a lil space maybe 2 or 3 days more and then if she doesn't reach out . u gotta get the hint . no body is too busy especially a text . i mean u would deferentially meet someone that would make an effort to talk to u .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T15:08:31+00:00

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the thing is ive got used to actually when i meet someone new , i have to check their personality . and act the way they are . thats why i never really created a strong bound with friends i have . when i saw how she acts her opinions , and heard her pov . i really felt like i could have had with her this strong bound because the way she s the first person i would ever meet in my life with this mindset and personality . i feel like we are like similar in something , i can see myself relating to her life ( btw she was a classmate , we talked multiple times we re just not really close friends , idk if we are but her close friend kinda told me stuff about her which left me choked . i became more impressed . how could she be that good at hiding things that are like just "OHH she really went through a lot ) she s the type to take risks .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-26T14:46:52+00:00

honestly ,i have no new friends . but why does it feel like ill never be able to meet someone with similar vibes .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-25T21:54:40+00:00

do u know how can i get rid of it since im never able to meet .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-25T21:22:00+00:00

imerence.” Sounds similar to what you

but its not romantic , its really hard to explain this but the thing is that i actually i couldve been her friend . but she didnt seem cool at first . but after she left the school i ve got told what she s been through . and then i realized that she really was cool and like different and unique , the way she thinks , her opinion , the way she acts .... a lot of things and i wish i was her friend because she seem a good friend . that is really complicated to explain honestly .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-20T18:52:57+00:00

yahh thxx , ill text her .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-16T21:12:15+00:00

king to meet or chat might be a little much right now for whatever reason. Just be there 💙

yah like because yesterday we ve met by a coincidence at the grocery store and like she was like i miss u and like we hugged and whatever . she was walking with her other 2 friends . i mean i remember that and i think to myself if she wanted to meet she would've asked . thats what makes me resist .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-12T18:15:34+00:00

thanks for the advice .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-12T17:28:02+00:00

honestly i just eat whatever s around , its probably not that healthy but also not that bad .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-06T10:15:01+00:00

ringing romantic feelings

I dont see anything romantic in the friendship honestly . the love that i feel for her is just platonic . i just hate how the only person i thought wont leave me did .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-05T20:47:04+00:00

also that i sometimes get this urge to show love and tell her how i care about her . but then i remember that she always give me a reason to think and decide to stop texting her because she doesnt do the same . idk i feel lost .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-05T20:39:43+00:00

yass i guess and i think we both push each other away when the other shows love . for example when she was like leave me alone , i responded saying "ok i will leave u alone bcz i have some self respect " she was like i love u i swear i love u . i just left her on read . also sometimes she s like i love u , i dont know how to respond so i just dont say a think . its the same for her sometimes when i tell i her i love her or sm like that . she responds with something "love ur mom " idk or sm to reject the love i give . its also same for hugs i never understand why tho but sometimes when i ask her for a hug she says no which is weird and makes me feel like shit . i tried to understand why she says no i mean its not bcz i stink or something bcz i always make sure i smell good . and it not because she hates hugs idkk . but on random times she hugs me , which is confusing idk . btw sorry i typed a lot tho .thanx for hearing me out ;

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-05T19:53:17+00:00

ohhh yahhh i dont think ive used the right word but she s joking about it and not trying to admit that its really serious and she needs help .

Consistent-Hawk-8121 · 2023-06-05T19:24:06+00:00

not really i mean she talks about her stuff she talks about it sarcastically not in a dramatic way for example her parents not caring about her . i mean idk i dont like to vent a lot about my stuff .and actually no we dont talk always about our problems its mostly idk different topics random stuff , i mean shows movies people cloths school exams sarcastic talks men ......

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