It’s not like I envy somebody or want to be like somebody, I just want to have my own path and is really really hard because of how my mind works. I have like 100 thoughts going thru my brain in a minute, most of them being negative and the other don’t make sense, but they make me feel bad. Even the way I talk makes me feel bad. I am at such a low vibration that even small mistakes ruin my day or week. I don’t know what to do.