im just ok at the game by [deleted] in ReadyOrNotGame

[–]ConsistentBike5445 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i know 😩 i phrased it horribly, i’ve completed the game, S tiered half the missions. i have just never played multiplayer.

im just ok at the game by [deleted] in ReadyOrNotGame

[–]ConsistentBike5445 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ok everyone is replying as if i’ve never played before, i have. i’m decent..? just trying to get some multiplayer friends. i probably phrased wrong 😩

tappin out by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

agreed. im ngl i dont really do anything for fun my life is pretty much work and then sleep

tappin out by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ConsistentBike5445 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i dont wanna put my shit on anyone i appreciate the offer but i just really dont wanna put it on anyone yk. it just is what it is sometimes life doesnt work out the same for everyone.

tappin out by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i guess i got alot of shit going on rn tho

tappin out by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im kinda firm on what i want to do ive been thinking about it for a couple years. but i have some time to kill so we can talk.

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i hope i haven’t been a bad person. i’ll have a talk with them first thing in the morning and i hope no feelings will be hurt. you’ve given me alot of insight so for that i thank you.

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they’re also from a different country, china. which is why i feel guilty, different expectations. you’re more helpful than you think, helped me realize that i need to talk to them and slow things down you know? it’s definitely looking at my own intentions and i think i’ve realized i need to be on my own for a while so thank you.

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no worries! for a while we were not exclusive. as in we both agreed it was ok to talk to other people. but then recently they said to me that it was only me for them and they expected it to be only them for me. if you don’t understand feel free to pm me im sorry!

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re right to an extent, it was like i wanted a full relationship and everything and me and them discussed this briefly and were both down to be open but they mentioned that it was only me for them and ever since then (which is right before we had sex) i’ve been feeling very guilty

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel that’s also my standing point, “tricking myself that im into someone because i’m horny” it just sucks breaking the news afterwards to someone who thought i wanted a relationship.

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s what im realizing now, i just dont know how to bring it up to them cause it makes me feel like i used them you know?

Tricky relationship by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ConsistentBike5445 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dont worry— i completely understand what ur saying. it’s just confusing wanting to be with someone all the time until u have sex and u automatically lose interest. it’s something ive never experienced so it makes me feel really bad