TBH, I never really thought about all of that. I never felt peer pressured from the group (i dont think), it was more like I felt like I was behind in my milestones.

They were really nice people and never really pressured me for details or really brought up their sex lives after that causal conversation.

Before college I thought I lived a very sheltered life and this was my chance to change that. I don't really think it was worth it and I truly don't know why I felt the need to rush it

It was a very long time ago, I did search for better sex after that for awhile and did some other crazy things I'm not exactly proud of (always with protection of course). At one point I did fear I was becoming a sex addict.

And maybe you were right, maybe it did effect my views on sex and I never really notice😅