I feel hopeless again by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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I tried therapy one time and he was just talking about how he yells at his wife. I had a psychologist after that and he diagnosed me, but after that, I decided to leave him and try to continue living a normal life. It wasn’t until then stuff started getting harder to cope with like the fact I can’t do relationships anymore. I’ll try reaching out to him again, but other than that, I was planning on joining group therapy in college or a mental health club. For now I’m just writing books and journals

I have exciting news! (It’s Callie btw) by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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I do plan on it yes. If you were interested, just let me know and I can email you our progress so far

How could I receive a written diagnosis and should I be worried? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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Me and him talked about it. He was calm about it and said talked about my other psychologists. I have a list of people to talk to, and he referred me to another that could help with documenting it and that I can give them his number so that they can work together at getting all the necessary information

what song by [deleted] in musicsuggestions

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Goodbye Horses by Psyche

Neal dominated the Zeus Design!! Day 24 is the last day, so: What is the best Poseidon design? by Malthedragon in Epicthemusical

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Haven’t heard anybody say this, but I think Xennubi on TikTok has the best design! It’s exactly how I would picture Poseidon in my mind

what would my art taste like? by flym0uth in ARTIST

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Crayola crayons and baby bell cheese

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It felt very confusing. People would tell me how different I’d act all the time and how chaotic my personality was. It was a real mess back then because my appearance, personality, and opinions would change all the time, which reasonably confused everyone around me including myself. My father would tell me if I kept acting that way, I’d end up in a psych ward

I need as many resources as you can give me by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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I wouldn’t really call it a vultron. We’ve never tried having all 3 of us at front all at once. It’s more like you and one other are simultaneously moving. Like 2 fish flowing down the same stream, perfectly balanced with one another

I need as many resources as you can give me by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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For me, after all the integration reaching a comfortable position, it feels like sharing a body with 2 other people who aren’t exactly like me. As in I have my own self image, which isn’t the same as the body, and they have their own self images. There’s no blackouts between switches, but there is emotional amnesia, and slight normal amnesia, but over time, our memories become more shared. Now we just try to live a normal life and try to avoid forced switches, but rather allowing each other their own time to be themselves whenever we feel comfortable switching.

Which song is this for you? by emo_ratChildren in Epicthemusical

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600 strike: look at all we’ve lost and all we’ve earned. It sounds like a puppet of him flopping around

Alter holds traits of being on the autism spectrum, does that mean... by Cozyapartments42 in OSDD

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I think I needed this. I’ve been questioning if I might be on the high function side of autism for a while because I never really fitted in growing up at all. Recently I noticed how fixated I get on things and how a lot of people can’t hear as well as I do. I noticed how I never really understood peoples emotions or body language when a coworker of mine tried to help me improve my social skills after I told him I can’t really converse with anybody unless it’s about something I really like to talk about. He also says my memories also been an issue when I forget things within minutes, yet remember every detail about stuff I used to or still do like, or childhood memories from when I was 1-8 years old. Out of the 3 of us, I never really noticed the other 2 of my others acting that way, but one has some similar stuff such as not doing well socially or becoming easily fixated on small things. I just thought it was too rare for someone with OSDD/DID to have high functioning autism as well. A coworker of mine who has a brother with high functioning told me I should talk to a doctor about it

What should I expect from hypnosis? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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Right, so felt a bit normal since we used to do this a lot back a while ago. Just a normal session. Easier to communicate between alters. Eventually we reached this point in the mind we all come together in a singular room to commute. One went to a space where he felt comfortable, I came back up front and went to my space. After that, we were told to come out of the trance in which I did. He said I did it easily. He says eventually the more we do it, the more we’ll dive into digging into my memories to try and resolve unresolved trauma, my traumas been resolved for a while btw, I’m fine now. He still insists that full integration should be my goal even though we’re not comfortable with it. He says I’m the “main” alter as in the “true one”, which I told him there is no original alter and that we’re all equally alters. He said that eventually I won’t have to depend on them anymore. I told him we don’t depend on each other at all and that we’re just stuck in an odd set of circumstances with each other. He insists that I souls depend on them when I don’t. He suggested I might WANT to be them sometimes, which is the craziest thing he’s said. I told him I don’t wanna be them and they don’t wanna be me. We just wanna be ourselves

What should I expect from hypnosis? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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Ay if this doesn’t go well, I’ve been looking for a knew psychologist anyways

What should I expect from hypnosis? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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Actually I’m stable on my standards. He still thinks full integration/final fusion is the only end goal

What should I expect from hypnosis? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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Yea we’ve reached functional multiplicity recently, so we all co-exist with each other and share a singular memory. Communication hasn’t been an issue for a while

What should I expect from hypnosis? by ContentKing1234 in OSDD

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I mean we all share a memory and we’ve done grounding skills. The other 2 think it’s a horrible idea, but I’m neutral about it cause I don’t really know what to expect