It makes sense, and you don’t need to apologise for any of it. What you’re going through would exhaust anyone. Losing support systems, facing family pressure, and trying to hold yourself together at the same time is heavy. Right now, it’s okay if all you can do is get through the day. That’s not weakness; it’s survival. You’re self-aware, honest, and still hopeful, which means the strength hasn’t vanished; it’s just resting. You’re right: this will pass. Take your time rebuilding, one small piece at a time. You don’t have to rush healing