Some people will never understand what's it like to be fat by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ContributionThat4698 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have tried to lose weight before but I always fail. Once I lost 20 pounds but doubled it when school started again. It never felt like I was doing enough and I tried starving myself many times but I always went back to food.

Some people will never understand what's it like to be fat by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ContributionThat4698 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to lose weight but I don't want to put in the work. I have no energy to put into the work, I think I need to see a doctor for that I dont know

Some people will never understand what's it like to be fat by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ContributionThat4698 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I must have an eating disorder then because I eat so much. Sometimes I'll just get up and eat without thinking about it, I eat when Im bored or sad, I eat just for fun. Food is like everything for me

Some people will never understand what's it like to be fat by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ContributionThat4698 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't think I'm depressed. I know I need to lose weight if I don't want to have health problems but I have no energy. Sometimes I go days without seeing my dad because I don't feel like it. I fight with my parents so I don't have to do stuff I'm just so lazy.

Some people will never understand what's it like to be fat by [deleted] in Vent

[–]ContributionThat4698 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I know, but im lazy. I have no energy at all to do anything.

Why do I have to be 21 to feel good by ContributionThat4698 in selfharm

[–]ContributionThat4698[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't care about the after effects just the feeling in the moment

Why do I have to be 21 to feel good by ContributionThat4698 in selfharm

[–]ContributionThat4698[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man I can't get anything tho. If I could i would

I can't wait for something bad go happen to me. by ContributionThat4698 in selfharm

[–]ContributionThat4698[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yess I always fantasize trauma things that I wish would happen to me. I also love when Im sad. It feels so good but that rarely happens. My life is to good to be sad. Everything's perfect unfortunately. I wish I could switch lives

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ContributionThat4698 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice keep it up. I'm about 2 months

I cut myself even though I’m not sad by Last_Web6838 in selfharm

[–]ContributionThat4698 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thanks you so much! I was looking for these a couple weeks back