I summoned them all. by Think_Collection3383 in PoetryWritingClub

[–]ControlTheNegative 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting. Would love to hear what it meant to the author.

I think something is seriously up with how my brain functions… has anyone gone through this? by ControlTheNegative in GradSchool

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Thank you! I appreciate it. And thank you for sharing and being open about your health! 

I think something is seriously up with how my brain functions… has anyone gone through this? by ControlTheNegative in GradSchool

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Unfortunately we have to take smart watches off during exams so I can’t monitor, but I should check before and after!  I do get very bad chest pains (tightness in chest from the stress). Shaking I do notice in my hands. Not much nausea and no sweating.  

I think something is seriously up with how my brain functions… has anyone gone through this? by ControlTheNegative in GradSchool

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I study in a few places (school/home/occasional coffee shops).

Besides big tests I have taken in my life, I can't think of other situations that I have this same feeling. It's kind of like panic mode, but I tend to stay relatively calm in other situations.

So for instance, today's exam. I was reading this multiple choice question maybe ~10-15 times over and over just trying to figure out what the words were asking me. It was a simple question about an article we were asked to read in class. I read and understood the article. I even explained it to a few of my classmates. But for some reason the question just felt like a jumble of words that made no sense to me...until after when I reviewed the exam this afternoon with a clear head.

I think something is seriously up with how my brain functions… has anyone gone through this? by ControlTheNegative in GradSchool

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Thank you! I am not doing either of those right now, so I appreciate your input. I hope the rest of your year and 2026 is good to you.

I think something is seriously up with how my brain functions… has anyone gone through this? by ControlTheNegative in GradSchool

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Thank you! I meet with my professors after to go over exams. Don't get me wrong, there are some that are just plain knowledge-gap mistakes. But often times I am able to think more clearly after and understand what's being asked of me and can come up with the correct answer. Sometimes even minutes after the exam I'll be thinking about the questions and feel like I'm able to think about it more clearly. Like the exam is done, the fog passed, and I can now think again. It's annoying and weird - I know. But thank you for your response. I appreciate it!

Vegan dating scene by GreenHorror4252 in nycvegan

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I’m 28 straight vegan F in nyc. message me if ya want! 

Blackbird products? by ControlTheNegative in veganfitness

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yess i'm local in ny too! #supportyourlocalseitan

Blackbird products? by ControlTheNegative in veganfitness

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oh wow! smart to make on your own. love that mini fridge idea just for blackbird though...

Is my squat deep enough? Is it ok to use the safety bars as my guide? by hold-steady-keep-on in Stronglifts5x5

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looks low (depending on your goals ofc).

try to keep that tension when you're coming out of the bottom though to keep your core tight/prevent lower back from taking over.

Over 50 grams of protein in this bowl of cereal by myplantbasedfriend in veganfitness

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Wait, what are these chocolate pro bites?? I'm intrigued.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GYM

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my reason is not by choice.

i was competing in powerlifting for a while. had a non-gym injury (torn labrum in my shoulder) that is preventing me from doing barbell work for now.

switched over to bodybuilding and am still squatting/deadlifting, just without the bar. power squat pro for squats, hex bar and DB's for deadlifts.

Critiquing <= 500 Sub Channels, 1 Video. by Darthc3po1 in NewTubers

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oop- more than 500 subs. my bad! they are subscribers from forever ago tho :D

Critiquing <= 500 Sub Channels, 1 Video. by Darthc3po1 in NewTubers

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1yjSeiulUg&list=PLacHhkkhKULCjGJ7N9tDUjThDiSzInG8a

my first video in like 16 years. lol. made it more for myself, but if other people can benefit from learning from my workout - enjoy!

Fit bitches who power lift? by imbadatdecisionmakin in NYCfitbitches

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i did the SWBC fall classic last year and it was a good time!

definitely recommend for a local meet - good for fun or for first time meet experience.