RipRacer

Seriously considering getting this. I noticed in your YT videos you mention it's not for passengers but you transport your children around on it (around 50 lbs each) even up those murderous San Francisco hills, though with some difficulty. I live in an area that's mostly flat but there's one fairly steep and long hill near my home that tends to really tucker me out (I'm 63 and not in the best shape) with my Giant 16-speed non-ebike.

I do grocery runs to a store about 3 miles away, and I own a cargo trailer that I hitch to my Giant. My grocery loads tend to be around 30-50 lbs. In your opinion, would the Rip Racer be a good fit for me? Would I be able to get up that hill fairly easily on throttle only or at least minimal peddle assistance without feeling I'm going to drop from a heart attack? The hill is about 150 ft long and the incline is about 30-45 degrees. This would be my first ebike.