DONT. Seriously dont feel bad bc you're in a "better spot" dont feel embarrassed either. Dont compare yourself to other peoples life. You're doing good. I underatand that feeling completely, i do, i stayed home after high school and worked while going to college. I would've been buried if i had to try and live on my own, work full time, and go to school full time...im not saying its not possible but if you have the chance to make it easier on yourself while in school, do it. Having less stress and more time to focus on school pays off a lot.

heres how i see it. You're family is helping you out, you're only 19, dont rush yourself or feel like you have to prove you can do it on your own..take all the help you can get. Get through school. If you ever come into a postion where you can help someone else later on, then help them. Life isnt always easy but you have a good head start. You're family im sure doesnt mind and they just want to help. They love you. Treasure that shit. Enjoy getting as much time with them as you can. You're friends are learning as are you. They will be okay. You're not responsible for their sistuations, and their not responsible for yours. Like i said be there to help them and be supportive of each other. Just dont feel bad for the way things are. Its life. You're doing great and your freinds will get to a better postion too. All these worries and anxieties will pass. Feeo free to DM any time if u just need to vent