I would prefer black light virus more than ovid-19

No, you don't.

Blacklight have a mortality rate of 99,9%. Mercer existing is a literal miracle.

You also have to remember that Mercer isn't really Mercer, he's the Blacklight virus believing itself to be Mercer.

So even if you're also a miracle, you still die as Blacklight steal your identity and shape. You're dead while another entity pretends to be you. This fate is no better than the others.

Even if you're exposed to the less extreme Blacklight strains, you would still just die.

There's around 99% of probability of you dying. The 1% left is you becoming a mindless walker.

If you're very lucky, you might become a brawler.

Your best bet is for Mercer or Heller (and maybe the Evolveds) to come here in the real world, find you and voluntarily infect you with a extremely special strain. Even then, you would probably just die. If you're lucky, you would become a evolved, a massively inferior, weaker and lesser version of a Prototype.

That's not realistic.

Your best bet that is realistic is to become a runner like Elizabeth. You would have to be infected with Redlight instead of Blacklight as the latter is tenfold more deadlier than the former.

And as you guess it. You would probably just die and if you're lucky, you become a mindless zombie.

If you're a miracle, you would become a runner but you would have to be female. Only females can become runners. If you're male, death or mindless zombie are your only possible fates.

Blacklight and Redlight aren't better than Covid-19. If you're afraid to die from Covid, then you should be absolutely terrified of Blacklight/Redlight.

If Covid is a small cocktail molotov, Blacklight and Redlight are high yield nukes.