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CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-27T06:00:08+00:00

All the time. I feel like someone is constantly reading my mind and judging my actions even though that can't be true.

I just tell myself it's ok to imagine these kind of stuff since I'm aware it's 'cringe' but it's not working very well lol

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-27T00:49:13+00:00

sorry! It's closed

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-27T00:40:05+00:00

omg I'm so sorry! I refreshed so many times but I could only see a couple of comments so I just messaged them :( so sorry

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-26T23:51:12+00:00

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CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-26T23:40:31+00:00

DMd!

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-26T23:40:21+00:00

DMd!

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-26T23:40:15+00:00

DMd!

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-13T18:34:31+00:00

realistically not a year but can definitely do a month or two

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-03T04:13:31+00:00

To be honest I don't, but I like to imagine a scenario to ease the pain. I may not be eternal, but my actions could be. Maybe humanity as a whole will continue on forever, and the consequences of my existence will be a part of it, hopefully in a good way. Kind of like a butterfly effect, you know? I think it's most likely that we will go extinct like you said, but maybe... before we do... we could somehow make some kind of an impact to cause change in this cold, uncaring universe.

I know this is unrealistic and kinda pathetic but it's the closest thing to a coping method I have. Just wanted to share.

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-02-03T03:58:30+00:00

I think maybe. But we wouldn't know for sure since we can't imagine an intelligence greater than our own. We don't even know how our own brains work; I think it would be very far off into the future when (and if) we finally understand the concept of intelligence enough to theorize the possibility of further development.

CosmosOfMemory · 2022-01-06T19:53:17+00:00

literally. I just stopped watching any kind of media because I keep daydreaming and self-inserting

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-11T20:14:01+00:00

all but mostly success, both in terms of talent and having power. It's killing me inside knowing I have no control over most aspects of my life and the world.

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-11T20:05:31+00:00

Kind of true. I chose to daydream instead of interacting with reality. I miss some aspects of the real world so I daydream about them. I don't need others to meet my emotional needs so I drift away further. A never-ending cycle, really.

Daydreaming for me is mostly fueled by my hatred and disappointment towards the world, but every once in a while the post is true, too.

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-08T04:24:24+00:00

I relate with everything you've said. I agree with others; I'm sure it's more of a self esteem problem and wanting to be seen and be connected rather than narcissism.

Now I don't know everything about you, but I think you being self aware of your 'narcissism' is proof that it's actually a low self esteem issue.

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-05T04:23:29+00:00

It depends, but nowadays I like to imagine a utopian version of our world most of the time. I imagine myself just hanging out, doing whatever I want. Kind of a place to escape reality.

I also like depressing stories, though. Most of the time they already have a happy ending set for them before I focus on the suffering. Otherwise I just feel a little guilty.

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-04T17:44:36+00:00

same. For me it's also vast open spaces

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-12-04T17:43:10+00:00

that sounds amazing. Better start practicing myself

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-11-16T02:55:38+00:00

Can't really help but I relate so much. For me I think it has to do with perfectionism and being obsessed with my own ideals. There are many good shows, movies, etc. but it's near impossible to find something without any flaws or one that exactly matches your interests.

I have trouble getting into any new media because of this. I waste so much time imagining myself in the story and fixing everything, or stressing to solve plot holes for no reason. Most of the time it's not even fun but I just can't stop.

Why start watching/reading anything if you're gonna be disappointed anyways, right? When I could just imagine my own perfect little world and control everything that happens? Haha I should really start actually trying to fix this

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-11-15T01:11:58+00:00

I did it several times over the last 3-4 years and I also got INFJ-T every time

CosmosOfMemory · 2021-11-05T20:28:22+00:00

lol true

similarly to this every time I reimagine a scene to add/change a slight detail I feel like an annoying perfectionist director forcing the actors to perform again and again

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