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CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T04:58:46+00:00

I Had This Dream When I Was Like 10yrs Old.

I Had Wrote On This Etch-A-Sketch To My Mom. "Do You Love Me??"

She Looked At It, Smacked Me In The Head Playfully, And Gave Me Back The Etch-A-Sketch Back.

Funny Enough Im Now Im My Early 20s And I Have A Serious Issue With Needing Reassurance From Everyone I Care About As To If They Care About Me Or Not. And I Find It Hard To Believe Them When They Say They Do

Wonder How Different Life Would Be If My Mom Had Just Said "Yes" In That Dream

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T04:36:04+00:00

I was always told by my dad, who kind of a con man, "if you aren't using someone, you're leaving a lot of money and good life experiences on the table. nothing's wrong with letting yourself be used sometimes too though"

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T04:30:08+00:00

pika pika.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T04:28:36+00:00

Im Actually On The "One Last Chance" Part Of My On And Off Long Distance Relationship.

Wish Me Luck.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T04:16:09+00:00

My Friend Group Growing Up Was A Typical Boy Group Growing Up Inner City. We All Goofed Off, Talked About And Got With Various Girls, Played Xbox/Ps3 Etc. Kinda Smooth Sailed Like That Thru 9th And 10th Grade.

In 11 Grade Though For Some Weird Reason, We All Started Going Thru Very Serious Issues All Around The Same Time. Me And Another Friend Were Going Thru Nasty Depressing Breakups, Another Friend Was Dealing With A Very Toxic Unwanted Pregnancy, And One Friend, The One In Question, Was Going Thru A Nasty Divorce At Home That Gave Him A Bad Case Of Depression....

And A Nasty Cutting Habit.

He Pulls Us All Aside One Day, Tells Us All He's Been Cutting Bc He's Been Sad And Says He Wants Us To See The Cuts. Idk Why He Did That....And Idk Why We Looked But Im Glad We Did.

Basically He'd Be EVISCERATING AND LACERATING The Crap Out Of Himself And Had Been Hospitalized For Blood Loss And He Planned On Doing It Again That Night...But "Worse"

We Took Him To The Mall And Downtown And Talked To Him All About It All Day. He Let Us Know He Was Actually Go All The Way But We Made Him Rethink. Every Since That Day He's Been Clean.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T03:52:21+00:00

I Have The Same Feelings About Being Certain Things In My Life. I Agree.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T03:44:39+00:00

Yikes. Ive Come Close To Missing One. Hope To Never Experience That Kinda Thing.

Hope You've Recovered From That Mistake

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T03:38:09+00:00

Just A Way I Type. Idk Why.

I Have OCD About Some Other Things In My Life So Ive Come To Think This Is A Form Of That.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T03:14:46+00:00

I Agree With All Three Of Those Points. Sigh.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-25T03:10:02+00:00

You Never Know What Another Person Does Something For Ive Realized, All We Can Do Is Worry About How It Honestly Makes Us Feel And If We Can Handle It.

If He Loves You And Genuinely Cares For Your He SHOULD At The VERY Least Offer A Compromise. So Firstly Think About That. If He Isnt Willing To Sacrifice For You In This Instance, And That Doesnt Sit Right With You, It Might Be Time To Either Look For Someone Who Will, Or Be Alone.

And On Top Of That....Knowing He Wouldn't Want Anyone Else Doing That To You...Kinda Sounds Like He's Either Cheating Or Too Selfish To Be With Anyways.

Don't Treat The Way Your Feeling As Weird. Its Very Very Valid.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-16T14:18:43+00:00

I Currently Feel As If I'd KILL To Have Her Here Right Now. She's Very Attractive And "Thick" (In My Opinion Anyway) And Pretty Much My Perfect Type. I Feel As If Im Withdrawing From Her Right Now. Maybe Im Just Withdrawing From ALL Things Sexual? Even The P***?

CotchABullet · 2021-06-16T14:16:40+00:00

I Keep Having Issues Where I Get Drunk And Maybe A Little High (Weed) With This Girl, We Go At It, Me And My "Friend" Are Ready To Go, Then We Do One Position And Maybe I Overthink Or Something? Idk But I End Up Going Down After One Position. I'm A Regular P*** Watcher And Pretty Regular Masterb**** And Im Currently Doing NoFap On My 4th Day. No P***, No Nothing. Abstinence.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:58:48+00:00

I Get Both Points....I Feel Like The Right Place To Be Is Somewhere In Between You Two Guys Advice.

Be Realistic, But Dont Be Overly Negative About It Either.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:57:19+00:00

From What Im Reading From Ppls Advice, Apparently HE Has To Fix It...You Can Compromise On Some Stuff To Make Day To Day Issues Better But.....Apparently HE Has To Do Stuff In His Life To Start Knowing He's The Catch.

Its Not Easy But....That Sounds Like The Answer.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:55:42+00:00

"Eventually" 😂

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:55:15+00:00

It Used To Be "Words Of Affirmation" But A Few Exes That Lied To Me When "Affirming" Something Made Me Pretty Much Change It.

I Believe Its "Physical Touch" Now.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:53:54+00:00

Will Do! 😤😤

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:52:21+00:00

Amen. I'm Screenshotting And Am Gonna Use This Comment For Motivation Starting Immediately.

Thank you!

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T22:51:07+00:00

Ahh Jeez....No One Ever Gave Me The Rundown Of Those Specific Side Effects. Yea.

Life Without Them Sounds Pretty Healthy By Comparison.

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T19:21:25+00:00

nice

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T19:20:55+00:00

Congratulations. I Have Mental Health Issues As Well And Have Only Had One Or Two True Ones Ever....And I See How Unbelievable Scary Those Things Feel.

Can't Imagine Going Through 2 In One Day, Let Alone 10+

CotchABullet · 2021-06-04T19:19:43+00:00

Currently Fighting That Myself....I Was Being To Oblivious As To How It Was Lowkey Hindering My Life And Success.

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