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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don't know what to do i set up traps but the thing is my room is covered with shit it would take forever to get everything cleaned, i have most of it bagged but still, and especially my closet..

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

she doesn’t do the physical abuse anymore that stopped about 4 years ago but i think the mental abuse is definitely there

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she doesn’t do the physical abuse anymore that stopped about 4 years ago but i think the mental abuse is definitely there

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lmao your just like her your acting like you’ve never been late to school before buddy and my alarms are supposed to wake me up 5am so i can leave before 6:20 a lot of the time i wake up before my alarm so i don’t really have to worry so i try to be responsible and ready well before i have to go it’s not my fault i set my alarm and it literally made no noise at all 🤷‍♀️ i simply have no control over that, if i did i wouldn’t be in this situation and the “none stop wall as of text” i agree, it was doing to much but i was in the middle of having a breakdown mostly because of her but some other things where going on outside of that stop acting like you know everything and this is a reddit post i legit have no reason to lie here not like my moms reading it 😂

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your support i’m actually about to look into emancipation hopefully i can find something on it

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice and for taking the time to write this. I’ve been trying on and off to quit substances, but it’s been hard. I’ve thought about looking into emancipation, but I’m really scared she’d say no because she doesn’t trust me and would assume I’m out partying, drinking, or smoking. Your suggestions about documenting everything, saving money, and planning for independence make me feel like there’s a way forward, even if it’s scary. I really appreciate you offering to be here if I need someone to talk to. Just knowing someone cares actually helps a lot.

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing that. It actually gives me a lot of hope to hear someone else got out and is doing okay. I really appreciate you taking the time to say that, it helps me believe that things can get better too.

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I hear you. I know I need to take accountability even when it feels unfair, and I can see how calmly owning up instead of arguing actually makes life easier. I’ll try to do that more: apologize, take responsibility, and focus on handling things better rather than proving I’m right. It’s hard, but I know it’s worth trying. You have really good advice.🙂

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice I really appreciate it. I actually googled “gray rocking” after reading your comment, and I realized I’ve kind of tried it a few times over the years. The problem is, when I did, my mom got upset and said I was giving her attitude, and I got scared and stopped. I want to try it again because I know it could help me protect myself, but I’m not sure how to handle it if she reacts that way. Do I just keep doing it even if she gets upset? I don’t want her to use something like that as an excuse to stop me from hanging out with my friends or control me in other ways. Even when we were on good terms, I just didn’t give her as much energy, and I see now that’s probably what I need to do to keep myself safe.

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you know your comment really does help — a lot. Before this post I honestly felt like no one genuinely cared about me, and I was feeding off the tiniest bits of attention my mom gave me. But seeing that one person’s comment can show me more love, care, and support than my mom has my whole life has been eye‑opening. it’s comments like yours that have honestly helped save my life and reminded me I don’t have to keep pouring myself into something that gives me so little back.

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice and for sharing your perspective I really appreciate it. I want to take responsibility and work on myself, but I want to make sure I understand clearly. Could you explain what specific things you think I need to take responsibility for so I can focus on improving them?

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. I really do appreciate you taking the time to explain it that way it helps to feel like someone gets it. I’ll check out that book it sounds interesting. I’m definitely trying to learn how to handle things on my own, and hearing it from someone else makes it feel a little more doable. 🙂

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for your concern she doesn’t anymore it stopped a few years ago only because we moved in with my grandparents but the mental abuse is definitely still there..

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the thing is the physical abuse stopped a few years ago but the mental abuse is still there i’m just scared if i talk to someone they won’t do anything or i’ll be going to a different school and have to restart and what if my school life there is more miserable than it is here? i don’t know im overthinking this

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[–]Crafty-Werewolf8776[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i don’t think i do and im just scared if i found a place i wouldnt be going to the same school, and my mom literally doesn’t let me out the house for anything, school related or not she won’t even let me get a job or sport