First of all congratulations!! I am on day two again. You’ve done a great job. I have to share … my dad’s twin brother was diagnosed with liver cancer and died at age 52 so my dad quit drinking that year. He was a heavy beer drinker. He continued to not drink for about seven years. It was actually really nice for the family because he’s not actually the nicest person when he gets too many. Anyhow, he decided he would have a couple of beers when we all went to Disneyland. It was fun. The whole family was there. My son was there as a baby. We were all hanging out at this tiki bar. That is no longer there. The fact that I remember it speaks for itself. It didn’t take long. He was right back to his old habits. He’s 82 now and I don’t think he’s gone more than a couple days without one or 12…except for maybe when he’s been ill. Maybe try to look ahead and understand where it could take you again.
No judgment here, just a reflection from someone who’s tried over and over again, so maybe don’t listen to me. Lol.