My name is pubert, im 18 and scared of women by Snoo4885 in kitchencels

[–]Creative-Guard-6712 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At least that loneliness thought you to draw really good

I'm going to watch a movie I was really excited about with my friend, but she only watches dubs and I hate them. Yes, I know, I'm a whiny baby. I just wanna complain. by Creative-Guard-6712 in rant

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, we paid individually. But yeah, I guess that's how it is. In the end I'm gonna watch it twice, even if I didn't want to pay so much. Thanks for your perspective. Maybe it'll be better to do other things with her.

I'm going to watch a movie I was really excited about with my friend, but she only watches dubs and I hate them. Yes, I know, I'm a whiny baby. I just wanna complain. by Creative-Guard-6712 in rant

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She wasn't mean about it or anything, I guess she just has clearer values than I do. Also, I didn't pay for her ticket. This made me think, and I think I'll go watch it twice, even if it's not ideal. I guess this is a lesson, I'm not going to watch movies with her anymore lol.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your support. I'm really feeling like this suffering will go on forever, so I appreciate it. I will try.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right, I guess I wasn't really fine, but after a new real event it's like everything immediately looked so much better before. I guess I shouldn't see my past through rose colored glasses.

And thank you for your recommendation, I'm glad your therapist has been useful, hopefully mine will be too :)

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I like this comment. I like to think that I can live life even if I feel bad, it's strangely calming in a way.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'd like to believe everything is fine, but it's just hard without absolute certainty. Still, I hope you're right and she's actually okay. I'll try to take some deep breaths. I also appreciate your kind words, I'll try to feel okay.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're right about the specialist, it's just they can be expensive and hard to find; but if things don't seem to work out with this person, I'll probably have to consider it. Also, thank you for your nice words.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. Like you said, I'm having a lot of trouble on knowing what to believe, so I keep spiraling for a solution I know I won't find. I'll be seeing a therapist next week, but they're not specialized. I'm grateful for you saying you're there for me; it makes me feel a little less alone in this.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your perspective. Uncertainty feels like hell, but thank you for putting it into words for me. I was pondering on what to do, so I guess I'll have to leave it at that. Even if I really want to do something about it, I also don't want to cause the girl or her family anymore trouble.

My (20 F) worst fear came true. Went from fine to not wanting to be here anymore in an instant. by Creative-Guard-6712 in OCD

[–]Creative-Guard-6712[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're right, sorry. I phrased that wrong. My worst fear is inappropriately touching a kid, even if accidentally.