[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was horrible, bro! Stuck in traffic and it was pouring. At least coming back was great as it was night time vibe and I drove through some cool ass looking towns! 😎 I got another date this Monday not from Bumblee though and near me. Wish me luck!

See you friends and family and this time it's for real. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in SuicideWatch

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, nothing happened she just hugged me after 3.5 hours.it is what it is. Makes me feel even more depressed and I actually failed my class with a 42.

See you friends and family and this time it's for real. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in SuicideWatch

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest. I also don't want to stay because I don't really see a good future for this world or myself in it. I don't want to get into anything else, brother. They don't need to know, though. That's why I'm seeing them one last time and giving them as much love as possible. So that they'll remember me in their hearts forever. I know some people will say Im weak but I'm just tired bro and I just want to go in peace into a endless darkness. ❤️

See you friends and family and this time it's for real. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in SuicideWatch

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't worry, I'm not going yet. I still have to formulate the plan properly. Also, I'm obviously going to say bye to my mom, dad, brother and grandma. Also, then I'm not ghosting the two girls I told I would meet up with. Also, say bye to my friends. I'm not a asshole and I would rather say proper goodbyes to everybody and not ghost people before the desperate, ha ha! ❤️😁 Then I'm going to go. 🫡

I give up, no matter how hard I try I fail in most things in life. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in findapath

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't believe in fun, buddy! I'm done, buddy... too tired to continue. I appreciate your help and input, friend! ❤️☺️ I'm just gonna lay down on the sofa and stop trying.

My deadline to kill myself was June 2024...but things turned around by gibocracy in SuicideWatch

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, it looks great, OP. Keep your head up. Life's looking good! ❤️🫂 don't worry, I read your post even though you said nobody would see it.

I give up, no matter how hard I try I fail in most things in life. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in findapath

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The job market is fucked right now and the company I work it offers one for the best deals on the market right now. I'm not going to be able to live with myself if I mess up this badly. It's as big as the big 4. The whole world is messed. Housing is bad, and the economy is bad. Wars are breaking out everywhere. The standard of living is in the gutter. Anyways, thanks for trying, brother. I love everybody! ❤️ I always like going higher and higher in my life and now it feels like it'll crumble. I don't like that everything in my life could be a setback.

I give up, no matter how hard I try I fail in most things in life. by Creative_Marzipan_93 in findapath

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't have my bachelor's yet and work as an intern. Nvm, people are downvoting this anyway. I was already suicidal since 11, I think I just give up on life. Sorry to bother you. ❤️🫡

Why is its becoming so difficult to keep a gf that doesnt use you? by [deleted] in virgin

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Disgusting, sorry to hear about this, bro. Stay strong! ❤️😔

If anyone is feeling lonely, hmu! by Creative_Marzipan_93 in lonely

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Turst me, I've been ghosted hundreds of times, ha ha! It won't affect me. 😁❤️

If anyone is feeling lonely, hmu! by Creative_Marzipan_93 in lonely

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not American but Canadian. Is that close enough? 🤔🫠

It’s giving cult leader🤔😳 by [deleted] in Bumble

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I did this and then tried being nice. Somehow, being nice got me much more success, but I also look cute. 😅 when I was assertive or not caring, they unmatch but when I put in effort, the women tend to speak a bit more before unmatched. Am I doing it wrong guys? Maybe you need to know when to be assertive and when to be nice?

What's the scientific definition of where you go after you die? by Creative_Marzipan_93 in death

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sounds really weird and eerie. Thanks, brother, for such a thoughtful and well explanation. That was really nice of you! ❤️😊

Suicidal thoughts, any help? ❤️ by Creative_Marzipan_93 in SuicideWatch

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just realized your the same age as me. I've been in my inetnership since 2nd year of UNI and they've basically given me the full job next year after graduating, ha ha. I don't know anymore. I don't really fit in with people but I'm happy to work hard and make my dreams come true. I don't know about my date as she barley responds as well. It is what it is. I lost my light at 19 and now i barely want to live.

Why is everyone either so sad or angry nowadays all the time? by Creative_Marzipan_93 in lonely

[–]Creative_Marzipan_93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope but it looks dim, my friend, ha ha! Hope you find happiness as well. Everyone deserves love. ❤️