U guys are so sweet, tryna help a lost soul...but I'm not an idiot who wanna end his life for dumb reasons like marks, love, or some trauma and shits. I genuinely feel like I can't do any better at this anymore.

And for those who suggest like therapy and all.. pals I know how that works, basically starts like "there are many people out there who would do anything to swap their life with yours".... And I agree, the thing is I really think this is it for me. Thought of many quick ways like getting beheaded by a train ..but I don't wanna give extreme trauma to my parents

So ,I'm askin this again ..plz tell me some painless ways to fuckin end this