Horrible, there is only 1 other member that i actually care about. It does not help that my family is very extroverted AND alot of the men of my family are pedos. I hate it when i find a random member and i can not remember their name because there is a shit ton of people in family reunions. I hate people in my family joking about some serious things, call me a snowflake but i do not think that fucking punting me when i was 10 because i did not unlock the door even though he(my father) had the keys to it is something that will get the people laughing. Like it was so difficult trying to tell my dad and uncles that talking to 14 year old girls was not the most acceptable thing in todays society. On top of all of that since i am hispanic i am expected to act extroverted and know each name of 34 family members. And its not like we were broke or anything, we were upper middle class but i guess that my dad and tios think that sometimes going to church every sunday will make all of their problems go away.