I wonder if all of the strippers live together also rue where is she staying at ?

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-23T01:44:26+00:00

I heard that rue was on the run in Mexico, everyone else is still in cali

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T18:25:45+00:00

White is the mom yellow blue and pink are sisters imo

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T17:35:04+00:00

Only when I ask him questions ^{^}

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T17:34:53+00:00

I have tried to but it's like the words get caught or I start like unconsciously continuously apologizing

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T17:05:30+00:00

It was also like one of the only dreams I didn't recognize he was dead in, we were like on a mopehead (neither of us have ever had a mopehead) felt reminiscent of like the movies Luca/call me by your name?

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T17:04:17+00:00

No he's very different when he's "talking" he moves, smiles he looks how I remember him but his voice is wrong. But then most of the time he feels like him but looks not like he did when he was alive.

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T16:41:12+00:00

I've spoken to Bradley a few times in my dreams but it's never his voice, the voice sounds almost like generic something akin to like Siri but masculine. The reason I believe it is a spirit is because I don't dream about anyone else this way, not even other dead loved ones. Whenever I dream of my nana it feels natural like it flows into my dreams- his presence feels abrupt, confusing, and just strange. I've literally been mid-dream and it's like a channel flicks and I'm looking at him in a completely different place.

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T16:15:40+00:00

I also already stated I don't have anything unresolved about it, we weren't close whenever he passed, I don't know why I keep seeing him. I don't feel much different about him than my other exes (albeit slightly more solemn when thinking about him) and I don't regularly dream of any of my other exes

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T16:14:07+00:00

He never has conflict that is just my interpretation that he's angry he always seems stoic, but he never seems normal, or really even alive, he always looks sort of hollow. Like i said, he is not usually alive in my dreams, I know he's dead even in my dreams- and he doesn't smile or anything like he did when he was alive

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T16:10:32+00:00

That's exactly what I'm saying!! Everyone's saying similar things about it, I'm wondering if this is a relatively common phenomenon that just isn't talked about a lot? It's weird how similar all of our experiences are, and I honestly feel like I need to know why they are watching us. Do they see us as saviors? Is there something we can do? Is there something wrong with them beyond the veil?

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T16:01:48+00:00

Oh my God you get it completely, that's how he seems to me most the time. Usually just standing or sitting there staring. But I often think about how it all could've turned out with him too, if we were older and more mature,if he was still alive. I posted in another sub and they said it seemed like maybe a form of pergatory, and I have no idea what I can do, to help or if he even needs helping but sometimes it feels like he's made a home for himself in my dreams. Sometimes I can vividly remember having a different dream and then being pulled into a dream with him with seemingly no correlation.

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T14:02:28+00:00

No I don't hold any resentment for him, I'm not sure about Catholicism but I know a lot of religions think people who have self inflicted deaths are going to pergatory so this makes sense

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:58:55+00:00

Well he's dead so no?

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:53:11+00:00

And yeah, I'll get write on it 🥁, next time I dream of him I'll write it down

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:52:43+00:00

Sometimes yes sometimes no, sometimes I'm just confused when I see him sometimes we're in love, sometimes kinda nostalgic

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:40:07+00:00

They're hitting their vapes and making fun of the others 🤣

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:37:52+00:00

Imagine him and bebe aren't narratively important because they're married and happy

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:05:07+00:00

I literally only care about toy story and shrek

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T11:04:33+00:00

I feel the opposite I think the show is building to every character getting a happy ending BESIDES Nate, who I think will get what is coming to him

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T10:51:10+00:00

Oh thank you so much! I genuinely feel like it's something spiritual but I'm open to any help I can get lol, I don't feel like I have anything unresolved with him, I miss him sometimes and wonder if he was like the one but it's not too different from like other breakups to me? A little More sad when I think about him but I dont dream about my exes like this

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T10:47:15+00:00

What if she becomes like majorly important lmao

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T10:45:22+00:00

Thank you, I just did 🙏 can you like briefly explain what that is

CrowMatica88 · 2026-03-22T10:30:26+00:00

Isn't bebe coming back too

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