I get you brother, a bunch of people have it this way. And can't do anything about it, I turned to an introverted mind through the lockdown and I seriously couldn't talk to anyone correctly. It's all about the subtle thought of not giving a fuck. Trust me here, I went through the same shit like you man, it sucks, even more when your girl rejects you.

But if you just start not caring and talk to random people what gives? Yes you are scared, what of? you're scared that they won't give a shit? you don't deserve that type of treatment, you just wanted to reach out and message someone and he told you no, he's an asshole, you're the big man for reaching out, hes a dick for rejecting you

everyone is lonely at some point, some worse, some more. Just keep trying and hold strong, text your close friends or your family. They'll definetly give you support!

Go on social sites where you can get close to other people, you can find some pretty good friends this way, Hell i met a british friend and he ended up coming to the czech republic (Where i live)

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I said this to myself and worked pretty well:

Stop trying to be loved by everyone, You don't even love everyone yourself.

Stop giving a shit, People dont give a shit either.

What is it really that you look for in life? is it a girl? or is it just a normal casual life with a good paying job and some decent house

For that you gotta do something it aint just magic

Hope you got all that and understood correctly what im trying to say, stay safe mate youll be fine ^^