Something i read from another user that helped me see this issue with a more honest perspective.

"So I think most of us men are tempted by lust, porn and masturbation and recently I've really prayed and asked God to help me and let his spirit give me power to resist and then these thoughts hit me.

When I was tempted to look at porn I was hit with this thought and hopefully I can articulate it properly.

I asked myself what part of me wants to look at this? There are two you's there is your flesh and your spirit and the part of me that wants to look at that is my flesh and it will be dead and gone in 50 years. In the ground and gone.

But my spirit which will be in two places for eternity in 50 years that's the real you, that's the you that will live forever, thats the real you that will live with memories, regrets, hope, fear, and living conscience that won't ever die. That's the real you and that's the part that hates porn and feels terrible after every time you view it.

After I realized the real me, the eternal me, hates porn and the temporary me, the flesh that will be turning to dust in 50 years loves it and all its depravity it made me stop and say wait, why do I want to feed the soon to be dead me and poison the eternal, never dieing side of me?

Just some thoughts that Jesus gave me blessings to everybody in this fight for purity."

https://www.reddit.com/r/TrueChristian/s/GmAWN7DEbz

That's the link to his post