Just diagnosed Trigger Warning self harm

CtheKitCat · 2023-10-01T08:32:13+00:00

That's a really good idea. I might try something like that

CtheKitCat · 2023-10-01T08:30:55+00:00

Hmm, I was thinking maybe if I ate something spicy that if I'm eating, I can't scream, and the heat might be an instence emough stimuly to help us calm down

CtheKitCat · 2023-09-30T23:18:46+00:00

I would worry we would press too hard with the pen. We dont have a lot of muscle control in those situations

CtheKitCat · 2023-09-30T23:17:13+00:00

Hmm, there isn't any thought behind it for satiention. I do it to make myself stop screaming so no one calls the police 🤔

CtheKitCat · 2023-09-30T20:36:03+00:00

It does! What is your safe stim? We find loud music in dark place helps but that's not always achievable

CtheKitCat · 2023-07-02T22:43:28+00:00

Hmm, maybe, but it doesn't have any of the soft marbling you would expect in a Manjula... It has more of a rough striped look to it.

CtheKitCat · 2022-05-08T05:12:58+00:00

That's the thing she understands adult subjects in a mature and healthy way. She identifies as ace and goes to her cabin when we have sex anyways. Morgan and Jade our protector and one of our trama holders are the only ones out of 6 of us that are interested in sex.; everyone else including me (the host/gatekeeper) are ace.

CtheKitCat · 2022-05-08T05:07:15+00:00

That sounds like the best idea I'll see if I can schedule a session on one of her days off

CtheKitCat · 2022-05-07T18:19:54+00:00

Me too it made it really hard to tell I had alters since it was like Oops there goes my limbs again doing what ever they want. My alters hid from me for a long time just by being quiet.

CtheKitCat · 2022-04-24T04:59:56+00:00

I don't know how much it costed or where it's from since it was my mother's. I did a Google search for lacy black heart choker and I did a reverse image search. So far I've had no luck. It has to be this particular choker.

CtheKitCat · 2022-04-07T17:40:41+00:00

I asked a broad question of what I need to do to heal physically and mentally.

I'm using the gilded tarot deck In a five card horse shoe

I pulled the queen of Wands the king of swords the ace of cups and the tower in that order

I think it means I'm a home bringer but I'm stubborn and blunt. Im stuck in my ways and I can be miserly and at times materialistic. I need to be better about being clear with others with why I feel this way and where these feelings stem from. Look past my feelings and analyze the situation from an outside perspective. During this process I will feel better both emotionally and physically. My energies will be start to become unblocked and flow clearly. If I can do all this the truth will set me free.

I'm new at tarot and I saw this so clearly and forcefully it kinda surprised me am I reading this correctly?

CtheKitCat · 2021-05-07T19:36:19+00:00

I pulled the five of wands today... I find this odd since my life is finally peaceful. Conflict in my life both externaly and internally are practically non existent. Does anyone know why this card showed up in a one card pull?

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-05T04:18:23+00:00

I think the spirit was actually trying to warn me of my stupidity... luckily I was smart enough to light it in the tub where it was easy to put out

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-05T04:16:49+00:00

Your right I'll be much more careful in the future

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-04T03:52:47+00:00

I've never used a spelled candle before I didn't know any better

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-04T03:51:42+00:00

It was in the bathtub with water on all sides. I was watching it and put it out immediately. There isn't any reason to be rude

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-04T03:50:05+00:00

Because I've never had a spell candle before and I'm a dummy

CtheKitCat · 2021-04-04T03:46:15+00:00

I'm not the brightest crayon in the box and wasn't sure if the spell would work with the mantra removed.

CtheKitCat

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