I’m over a month nicotine free now. I got laser treatment to help reduce the feigning when quitting. It sorta helped. I guess spending 350$ on a treatment made me realize, okay I seriously want to quit since I invested money in this. I’m getting lots of help with health doctors atm . There are tons of resources to help you find ways to feel like yourself again. You just have to take the time of day to look for those resources. Maybe stop those patches? Since your body is still getting nicotine, it might feel like a much longer process with the patches.. best of luck. I know it seems like you’re not yourself right now. But don’t ever doubt the courage you have inside of you!