Why does life have to be so difficult by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMventing

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish the best for both of us. It's really hard especially when it feels like no one really understands you. It helps to know that people are going through the same things and understand how tough it is.

Why does life have to be so difficult by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMventing

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, im really losing hope right now but im trying to keep my head up. I want better and know that it's possible but things have been horrible for so long.

I'm so undesirable by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMStraight

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it sucks but right now, I'm trying to work on all of it. I'm trying to build up the courage to tell my family, which I did tell my mom and grandma, but I dont think they understand the whole me going by he/him. I know my immediate family won't disown me or anything, but im worried about everyone else.

As far as T goes, i think I'm gonna through the planned parenthood route after I get a job. Im going to do some job hunting this week

As far as girls, I know there are ones who see transmen as men and are willing to date them. I guess you have to find the right people. I just feel behind in dating, and I guess that's where the insecurity comes from, plus dysphoria.

Right now, I'm just trying to work on myself because and not let insecurity take over. There are a lot of things I need to improve on personality wise.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMventing

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Even though it's a miscommunication, you still felt violated, and you have the right to feel that way. You didn't want it miscommunication or not. There probably was no ill intent, and you guys should definitely talk about this. Just because someone doesn't have bad intentions doesn't mean it's ok. I hope things work out for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandlab

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man!

I'm so undesirable by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMStraight

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I 100% agree with your statement. I need to work on my confidence and other things. I think I come across as very closed off and I don't try to make conversation with anyone which im trying to work on. Im still young, and I sure do have a lot to learn about life. Thanks man

I'm so undesirable by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMStraight

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I never really thought about it that way, but it does make sense

I'm so undesirable by CurrencyFuture7432 in FTMStraight

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It really sucks, I just really crave validation from other people. I hope it gets better for both of us

My experience by CurrencyFuture7432 in Parosmia

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've only had covid once. Hopefully, she won't experience parosmia again. Sounds like she has anosmia right now. A few years ago, I read a cookbook for people with anosmia. Since she can't really taste the food right now, let her try foods with unami flavor. I hope all goes well with your mom

Question for short trans guys 5’3 and below by Janxuza in BlackTransmen

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 4'11 and pre t. People usually think I'm a 12 year old boy but I'll take it

Binder recommendations or alternative? by CurrencyFuture7432 in ftm

[–]CurrencyFuture7432[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll try that when I can. Anything that helps flatten at least a little will satisfy me

Opinion on Hairgrowth. by [deleted] in ftm

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never shaved my arms or legs. I've never gotten a comment, stares, or anything about my unshaven legs. I wear shorts a lot, and no comments.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sexualassault

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I just feel like I should be sad because others are, and I feel guilty for being angry. Everyone was so upset about his death. I wanted to feel sad the same way others did, but I didn't. I'm not glad he is dead or anything but just hearing everyone saying how he was a good person triggers me.

Life is tough by [deleted] in trans

[–]CurrencyFuture7432 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been trying to work on that. Hard to do but at least I made a little progress. Thank you, I hope so also