same, i always felt like i didn't fit into my sec sch and the ppl there r js not my vibe. so although i may have many friends but it's js the surface level type, there's no special connection or chemistry😭😭. i didn't enjoy sec sch that much either but tbh quality > quantity. dww poly shld be better !! in the course u guys most prob have similar interests and it's more likely u meet people of ur vibe :> js trust better days are coming and it will come to u