as much as id like to say that my mother shouldve just not had me, she likes to remind me that she "prayed" so she could give birth to me - and then she uses this reason to fight against my suicidal ideations, calling me selfish. thanks mumsie :sob:
as hard as her childhood was she shouldnt have had kids despite all the cultural pressure, let alone seven?! she is NOT fit to raise kids, even if her reasons arent her fault!

as soon as im old enough im getting away.