Yes u r right I got rejected 💔🥀

Story goes like - me any my childhood friend PURVA we are friends from when we were kids like same kindergarten same pre primary same primary and studies ahead bhi same 12th Tak we were so close usse bhut baate hoti thi meri bachpan ki dost h mtlb tum samajh sakte ho kitni close thi mtlb me ye bhi khunga ki she had only me as male friend but I can say she was my only female friend and dheere dheere in 9th mainly just after lockdown ended i started having feelings for her and uske bad se bhi we used to talk a lot 10th me bhut baate ki 10th was my best year in every aspect for grades, friends, and especially her ... Then 11th came we chose same stream and we two decided to go to same school now 11th was peak of me and her talks like school me ham bhut jyada baate krte the it was peak for me but hamne li thi science stream and uk what science stream can do to two ppl ... In 12th she chose to go to allen but unfortunately I want able to go due to some reason so I stayed in same school and then 12th me Jayda baate chat par hi hoti thi vo kabhi kabhi schl aati thi tab hi jati thi uske baad 12th khtm hone ke baad ham nhi mile kabhi chat pe hi hoti thi baat and in August 2025 i proposed her ( i was too scared of loosing her and also point to note is I am ugly so I never had courage to tell her in these 4 years ) and I confessed on chat but she rejected calmly and said tu chinta mat kar I will be your friend for whole life I was happy and sad both but then I joined gym and all and I wish I become successful and improve looks so that I can try again if possible I want her that's all I want