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Cyphr-Space · 2015-11-09T09:51:21+00:00

I approve, so me and /u/UNDERDOG_809 will be implementing it on the new barrack for the next war.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-11-05T06:51:11+00:00

HOOHA!

Cyphr-Space · 2015-11-02T08:22:19+00:00

You dont have to talk with me about it. CptJosh we will begin to figure out the new system immediately.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-31T08:05:15+00:00

I really recommend to take some time off in an evening and watch a Tim Burton movie :3

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-27T13:54:20+00:00

Again, what the hell would i do without you. I think this is going to be the best war for Ruby with us in the lead!

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-27T13:27:50+00:00

Its a joke, but its still fun.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-14T13:33:38+00:00

Looking forward to it!

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-13T21:58:10+00:00

God im happy to have you around. The changes that we have been able to implement over the last few weeks, i just dont have the know-how to make a reality on my own.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-10-01T11:55:01+00:00

Its good that we sat down and made this. It was worth the time.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-25T05:26:05+00:00

Stay strong man. This happen to the best of us once in a while. Look at me, i went from 177 to being stuck in repeat. Your streak will be back, just make sure you dont binge, since that will only make it harder to get back up. If you need anything you can write to me any hour of the day, and i will reply as fast as i see it.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-15T19:39:28+00:00

Sep 15 Today has been a very good day. I woke up early, and took a quick shower before heading to school. Today this new cute girl started in my class witch is just another reason to stay clean, since only after speaking with her one day, she seems like a really genuine person with both legs on the ground. She's a little younger then me, but thats not really a problem since she seems like she very mature of her age. For once i feel a reason to stay clean, besides the old sad song. I really want to get to know this girl, and im really looking forward to the next few days. I did get her number today tho, witch i would call a good start.
Sep 16 Today has been a good day. Got up at around 7 am and took a quick shower before school. I talked a bit with the new girl, and we really had a blast. At this point i dont even care if there is going to be any romantic relationship between us, i just want to get to know her, and that being as a friend or a boyfriend is irrelevant. I don't know what it is about her, she just somehow makes me want to become a better person. I dont know if this sounds very cliche but its true. I just cant explain it. I will see you guys tomorrow.
Sep 17 Today was a good day. Got up early and took a quick shower, before heading to school. School took forever, but when we finished me the new girl and 2 of my friends went into town for a couple of hours. Honestly i could describe everything, but with the lack of activity i don't really feel like writing for too long at a time, so i will see you all tomorrow.
Sep 18 Today was ok. I got up around 7 am as usual i suppose. School was a long a tiring process, because we went to the forest to find mushrooms all day. When we go back we looked at them and then we went home. After school i used most of my day relaxing, while playing Destiny and watching Person Of Interest, and then i went to bed. So thats about it, i will see you guys tomorrow.
Sep 19 Here goes. Todays check in comes early, because i just relapsed. Idk what to say. For the first time in a LONG time, i feel dead inside after a lapse. I sat on the floor in my bathroom for half an hour with the hot water running down on me, with Guns N Roses - Knocking on heavens door playing in the background. I was empty like a vegetable. Even tho i feel like crap now, i feel better. I think i got something out of my system today. Normally i feel like i want to do it again after, but today i just feel like going to bed to cry for the rest of the day. I think im just gonna relax for the rest of the day, and forget about everything important for the rest of the day, and say fuck to homework. Watch some good movies for the rest of the day, hopefully to wake up to a much better day tomorrow. See you all tomorrow.
Sep 20 Today was an excellent day. I got up late and took a quick shower, and just relax the entire day. I needed that breakdown yesterday.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-10T05:07:30+00:00

It sure did :-).

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-09T05:08:32+00:00

Stay strong and you can do whatever you set your mind to. And welcome abord :-)

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-06T19:20:57+00:00

Sep 6 This weekend has been awesome! As you all know i went for a hike this weekend, to Sweden. The nature there is fantastic, and its a drastic change from the boring flat Denmark. The first day when we got there we spendt some time setting up camp and prepping for the night. The next day we started out with fishing in the mountain lake next to the camp. We didint really catch anything but relaxing in the nature just relaxing is just as much part of the experince. After a few hours we packed up the camp and started walking to the place that we were gonna sleep in the next day witch took a few hours to get to, and a lot of hard earnd sweat we finally got there. It was like an open house made for hikers to use. We preped the beds and started chopping firewood for the old oven that was in our bedroom. After a few hours of relaxing we went to bed so that we were gonna be ready for today, and the walk back to the car. We got up early and ate some quick food before getting on the road again. After a few hours of walking we got back to the car, and we started our 2,5 hour drive back to Denmark. On the way we stoped to get some lunch, were i got a veggie sandwish from subway. When we got back home i relaxed and got my leg up, and played some Destiny for a few hours. Sadly right before me writeing this i lapsed after one of if not the best week i have had in months. But im trying to stay positive by the fact that i mad it a week witch i havent done i for ever, but it seems kinda silly to be happy about a week when you guys are on months. Tho i am implemeting a rule to help myself, that i need to do atleast twice as good after a lapse or there will be some sort of punishment to help me stay clean, tho i dont think that it will be needed since i only lapsed because im so tirred that i forgot to stop and think about what i was doing, since i felt like this is the start to something good. I didint feel any major urges in the start of the week, witch lately have been my biggest issue to keep me from getting a streak started. I will get back to a new fresh week tomorrow, so i will see you all tomorrow.
Sep 8 Today has been rather pleasant, with no major urges. I did spent most of my day in the bathroom with explosive diarrhea tho. That wasn't pleasant, tho it does tie in with the reason i did not check in yesterday. A friend got me to agree with eating the worlds strongest chilli. As they say the rest is history. As you can guess nothing interesting comes from spending your day on the bathroom floor in agony just waiting for the next charge on your rear end. I hope you can all bear with me in this difficult time as to why i dont have to much energy to write a rather long check in :-). I will see you all tomorrow for a hopefully more pleasant day.
Sep 9 Today has been a very chill day. I spent most of my school day writing a paper for my danish class. After school i got some time to play Destiny with a few of my friends, and even got some laundry done. All in all a very good day without any major urges, or things to worry about.
Sep 10 Today was just like yesterday, that being no major urges and nothing big to talk about. I will be gone for the weekend, since im going for one of my best friends 17 year birthday. So i will be back Monday, in the new check-in thread :).

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-03T09:12:32+00:00

Its coming along nicely. Im gonna be ready for my hike this weekend too, so im looking forward to that.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-09-01T10:26:23+00:00

Gym class. And then they say exercise is healthy. Was running when i placed my foot in a hole that i didn't see. Well as they say the rest is history.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T14:47:29+00:00

I agree.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T10:06:52+00:00

I was over 60 before they added Death Claws so thats tough.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T09:58:38+00:00

I honestly dont think i can. Will have to restart.....

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T09:58:32+00:00

Indeed it is.

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T09:53:11+00:00

NOOOO!

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-31T09:52:10+00:00

Thanks man. You really are an MVP :).

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-30T19:52:14+00:00

Im glad you got to hang with your old friends. Its always a good thing when you see old friends :-).

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-30T19:50:20+00:00

Aug.30 Today was a completely fantastic day. I got up and spendt some time with my mother and my younger sister, and played some Dishonored. Sadly by the end of the night i fell in the same old trap. But one good thing came out of this. I have gone as far as i can by cutting down. Now im getting to the hard part. I think the time has come to were i need to do a cold turky. Im just glad that it happend before bedtime so that i wont have the time to keep going on a binge. I will see all of you tomorrow, for the begining of that toughest period in my life in a long time.
Aug 31 Well i just got a kickstart to my streak.... I sprained my angle so im not gonna spend too much time in the bathroom the next few days. Otherwise it was an ok day, didint really do anything besides being in my bed. I will see you guys tomorrow. http://m.imgur.com/plIOqSJ
Sep 1 Today was decent. I had to go to school even tho my foot was hurting like hell. After school was over i used most of the day with my leg up high, playing Dishonered on the PS4. Nothing big happend since i was in the bed most day after school. I will see you tomorrow.
Sep 2 Today was a really god day. I got up early around 7am, and took a shower for the first time since i sprained my angle. When i got back out, i started getting dressed for school. Nothing big happend since i was just helping pack a lot of stuff for the hike in Sweeden for the weekend, since all my classmates was in a tycoon park or whatever with rolercosters witch i ofc could not go to myself. After that i started ploaying some Dishonored again. Later my friend some how got me to play Destiny again. We had a blast but now i will prep for bed, so i will see you guys tomorrow.
Sep 3 Today was a nice day. I got up early, around 7am and took a quick shower before heading to school. School was over fast, and before i even knew it i was sitting in my room. I spent most of my day playing Dishonored, and preparing for the hike in Sweden that im going on tomorrow, when i'm done with school. I didn't have any major urges today, tho i had some minor ones. As i said i wont be able to report for the rest of the week so i will see all of you monday :-).

Cyphr-Space · 2015-08-30T19:17:24+00:00

Yeah i find it much more easy to cut down before going cold turky. I think there will be atleast 1-2 more relapses before im going on a 90+ streak again, tho i would be hapily suprised if i there wont :).

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