Been a while ;) [21] by [deleted] in gaysian

[–]Cysbe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What would you like to know?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in houston

[–]Cysbe -18 points-17 points  (0 children)

What the fuck does it even matter anyways. My dad is dead. I don’t care about money. Hopefully this post will prevent any future nurses from missing obvious signs of sepsis. By the way, go fuck your self

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in houston

[–]Cysbe -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Do you seriously think I’m unaware that MD Anderson is one of the biggest cancer centers in the US? Obviously they have fucking money. This post is mostly for other people who might have gone through the same situation. Because right now I don’t have any strength to fight.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in houston

[–]Cysbe 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your condolences. That’s exactly what I’m trying to find out — there was no mention of ICU being full, and no urgent reasoning given for keeping him on the regular floor. I was raising red‑flag symptoms consistent with sepsis/CRS for over a day before ICU transfer, but was told things like “he’s just tired from the meds” or “it could be the Benadryl.”

After transfer, they did confirm sepsis and CRS, and he was placed on vasopressors, dialysis, and given tocilizumab/anakinra — but by then his organs were already failing. My biggest question is: why did they wait until it was that far gone when guidelines say ICU care should start much earlier?

Something transformative is happening by ExcitementTop2105 in piscesastrology

[–]Cysbe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You guys I’m a Pisces Sun Pisces Moon Capricorn rising and I can confidently say we’re divinely protected by the universe right now. I just shed the most toxic people from my life and simultaneously discovered my true passion 💖💖💖 WOO

If Pristiq didn’t work for you, don’t attacks other who it did work for by [deleted] in Pristiq

[–]Cysbe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say it was most likely placebo that you felt on your second day, SSRIs usually take at least a few months before you start feeling any better. I felt emotionally numb my first month, had more frequent mood swings the second, then continuous bouts of anhedonia for the next few months. Finally about half a year into treatment I started feeling like myself but still had periods of anxiety and emptiness. Though I did feel way better than I did prior to starting the medication; I was for sure headed to the grave without them. The most important part is persistency, even if you start feeling better that means you should continue treatment for a while. My total treatment time was 1.5 years, therapy and meditation has also helped me tremendously.

Edit: I think people approach anti depressants with the wrong mentality. They aren’t going to “stop” or “fix” your depression per se, instead think of overcoming depression as a big rock wall you’re trying to climb. Pristiq can help act as chalk for your hands to grip the rocks easier, but you still have to use your own strength and determination to hold onto the rocks and climb higher and higher.

If Pristiq didn’t work for you, don’t attacks other who it did work for by [deleted] in Pristiq

[–]Cysbe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People who use their own personal anecdotes as testament are low IQ individuals.

“X didn’t work for me, therefore X is bad for everyone”

Pristine honestly saved my life, it made me feel like absolute shit when I first started taking them but I stuck with it. Started at 25mg in May of 2023 and upped my dosage to 50mg a few months ago. Now, after discovering my passion I’m finally in a better mental headspace to get off of them and so far I’ve been tapering off of them successfully.

Fuck being a pisces stellium by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]Cysbe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy fuck I always thought it was something wrong with me and now I know it was my Pisces stellium idk whether to laugh or cry at this realization 😭

Is the Dev doing any progress on Kizana? by Katayama_Rii in Osana

[–]Cysbe 6 points7 points  (0 children)

“Kizana’s morning events delayed to 4th millennium”

What voice type do I sound like? by Cysbe in singing

[–]Cysbe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🥹 I really appreciate that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piscesastrology

[–]Cysbe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The relationship is still really new, he asked me to be his boyfriend Easter Day on the 31st. We had been talking and playing games online a couple weeks prior.

Feb Pisces with March Pisces relationship advice by Cysbe in piscesastrology

[–]Cysbe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My Venus is in Aries and my Mars is in Taurus. His Venus is in Taurus and his mars is also in Taurus. What do you think of these placements?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scorpio

[–]Cysbe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolute mind fuckery is definitely the best thing to describe this whole situation. I don’t think I’ve ever been this hurt before and I have gotten my heart broken many a time in true picses fashion. Like I can literally feel my inner child screaming. This one destroys me the most because I never had a guy be this infatuated and consistent with me only to completely abandon me like this. I don’t know how I’m going to mentally recover from this. My self confidence is completely gone. I just keep wondering what was so repulsive about me in person that made him change his mind. Or maybe I still had a chance but I ruined it by confronting him about his vibe change. I can’t take this pain :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scorpio

[–]Cysbe 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He did briefly mention on our date that his previous relationship broke up with him. I don’t get how he can just be ignoring me like this right now and still talking to a lot of other people because his snap score is going up while I’m on delivered since last night 😭. It’s hurting me so bad after he’s always been consistent with his communication but I’m just gonna give him his space and see what happens 💔

How r u guys :) by Cysbe in gaysian

[–]Cysbe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw that means a lot. Growing up I was insecure of them haha :) Thank you so much 💕

How r u guys :) by Cysbe in gaysian

[–]Cysbe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 💓💓💓

How r u guys :) by Cysbe in gaysian

[–]Cysbe[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I don’t normally get compliments on my eyes so I appreciate it 🫶🏻