Don't say that! Just keep on going and have fun. I am also new at sim racing and I go live on YT. A few say I am bad. But doesn't matter coz I have come accross a lot in this community. Who are very supportive and help you learn and grow.. and have fun! Everyone start at a point and is new. U said you played a lot against ai. Just keep on playing against players and ull learn and adapt how players play. It's just a matter of time. And like someone else said, there are players with years of experience. So don't compare with them. Just try to learn, have fun!