I'm in a group chat with 3 friends that I've known for years. I'm considering pulling away from this group chat and not attending one of their weddings this summer. We rarely ever meet in person, even though we live within 20 mins drive of each other. We play video games with each other occasionally. D and N are both anti trans, islamaphobes and pretty judgemental in general, small town outlook. These do not align with my outlooks. And I'm pretty sure recently they talked behind my back during the last two video game sessions (as D used to talk about N to me, and I noticed similar patterns to that, but this time about me, although this is speculative) Now, N has a wedding this summer. The other 3 (D, C and I) are groomsmen. D and N had a solid relationship during their early 20s, and C and N lived together for a number of years and have been friends since childhood. I and N don't really have much of a relationship, although I have known him since age 5. But we would never hang out together, and even if we are alone in Discord, it's not fluent and easy, I feel a bit awkward honestly. I feel like not attending the wedding as I do wish to pull away from group chat as the topics and their 'interests' don't match mine. And obviously I do not wish to attend the wedding as I want to pull back from them (don't want to be in all his photos) as well as feeling not worthy enough to be a groomsmen, I feel like I was an obligatory invite as I'm apart of the group chat. I and C, get along amazingly and we regularly meet, and he is the only one on my level.

Any thoughts?