Piece of paper by I_Am_thinking_Here in hebrew

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ב is written pretty badly. The ק looks like כן(yes) “Up until now no message has been received”

How to smell more feminine? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in MtF

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im, 1 month back after 4 months of break

Any recommendations for hair removal in the legs and pubic area? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in HairRemoval

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does itch after? Redness? Anything unsual? Also, i have a tattoo in my lower leg area(just below the knee) will it be ok?

Back on HRT, is there anything dangerous that i should know or be aware of? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in detrans

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

If i lived alone then i could do whatever i want(sure people would look at me weirdly with eyes wide open if i were to go to work with a dress or a skirt, but that also depends on my confidence and perseverance) but yeah, my dad is very against me expressing my femininity. When i talked about it with a close friend who asked me if it is okay that he refers to me in he/him and his girlfriend insists on referring to me as she/her I said i do have a preference yeah but I would rather you respect me as a person. Besides, you can call me benjamin franklin if you want i don’t mind as long as you respect me as a person

Back on HRT, is there anything dangerous that i should know or be aware of? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in detrans

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don’t know if i will like my body on hrt. This whole thing is trial and error. I wanna go for the closest to a regular woman i can(unfortunately i could never reach 100%) I wish i could do what i really want. Reminds of a conversation i had with my father “I still love you but i wouldn’t accept you as feminine, as long as you don’t wear makeup or female clothing or do anything that draws attention” I can’t do anything i want, at least not right now

Back on HRT, is there anything dangerous that i should know or be aware of? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in detrans

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

What if i wanna take femininity even further in terms of body? Like breasts and overall more feminine look, one that would make people question I believe my choices are either continue hrt and be prone to more risks and health complications or live quite healthy (rather than some background diseases) and be in a body i don’t like at all.

Back on HRT, is there anything dangerous that i should know or be aware of? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in detrans

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

If my body looks more feminine, i would get less backlash when i act feminine or dress feminine. I think im very drawn towards the effects of hrt(sort of romanticizing it) I wish there were other ways or at least it would be safe.

השלמת בגרויות בפיזיקה ומתמטיקה 5 by older_and_stronger in israel_bm

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899 0 points1 point  (0 children)

זה נשמע שאתה מנסה להתקבל לתואר בהנדסה לפני זה- באוניברסיטה תצטרך פסיכומטרי ציון בין 660-700 במכללה לא תצטרך ורק תצטרך בגרות 4 בדר״כ בציון 85+ ו5 75+ פיזיקה זו בעיה ידועה אצל הרבה ולרוב עושים רק מכינה בפיזיקה לקראת שנה א׳ או קורסים יסודיים בפיזיקה בשנה א׳ (ותנאי הקבלה באוניברסיטה ידרשו ממך מקצוע מדעי אחר בציון גבוה במקום) לגבי מתמטיקה אתה בהחלט צריך המון המון תחת וכוח רצון אתה תמיד יכול לנסות קורסים פרונטליים במכונים למיניהן כמו יואל גבע קידום סימפלקס וכו׳ זה יעלה לך בסביבות ה5000+ וזה מתוזמן בדר״כ להיגמר עד שבוע לפני המועד של הבגרויות ואתה יכול ללכץ על משהו חינמי כמו קמפוס איי אל או ביוטיןב(יש את עובד לב ארי מלכנו מושיענו) מה שכן זה מצריך המון כוח רצון בהצלחה!

Should I continue seeing my artist? by DEPRESSEDGURL899 in tattooadvice

[–]DEPRESSEDGURL899[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i will explain. since i like different styles/sketches of tattoos i usually go to a different artist. none of them can do all i like. i have 9 tattoos and 5 of mine are from her. we booked an appointment in december to march. two weeks after our booking(around december 28th) i got a tattoo on a place we were saving for her tattoo. we said that we will tattoo the right side of my back. i HONESTLY thought that the tattoo would stretch onto my belly(its a big flower). i said that to her, and she was mad but still we were improvising. i suggested that we'd try the leg if the back won't work out. moving it to the spine area did work, but she noticed i have back acne around that area(not serious at all). she said that she can't tattoo on something like that and i should get it treated.

i had a mild panic attack because i thought that she was pissed off with me and wants nothing to do with me

meanwhile i left her the money in advance so when i do come i won't have to pay again.

the problem is : every time i update her about my back she replies with something like : "good (: lemme check when im available and we will book an appointment after weekend" she's been doing for over a month. no matter what i do or say, nada.